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LAST ENTRY

2009-12-28T02:41:00.005+08:00

Delete tagged . Moved blog . Just decided I want to keep my life private .
It's like 2PM's 2nd mini album , Time For Change . Yes 2010 is a critical time for change , atleast for me . I don't need you , you , you . All I need is me , myself and I . (:

Oh changed msn . Now the only place you can find me is on Facebook , or twitter . Yeah you can say I'm pms-ing right now . That explains the sudden shutdowns .
So yeah that's it , that's that and that's all .

So what are you still doing here ? This blog is empty . Scram .

2009-12-27T15:53:00.003+08:00

Deleting Tagged . Deleting Facebook . Deleting blog .
But will make new Facebook account . And will also be making new blog , but blog will be set to private .

Oh msn's being a whore , can't login Idk why .
Will abandon chnsy-@live.com and make a new one too .

As for now not sure how long this post will be up for you to read and be notified .
Argh whatever , try finding me on 2OD or twitter yeah ?

DEAD & GONE, as always

2009-12-01T04:22:00.005+08:00

ChanWoo love on Inkigayo yesterday .

Still sick. Sorry for the lack of updates. Sorry.
If you really want updates from me then kindly redirect yourself to my twitter.
Thank you. (:

In the meantime, treat your ears to CL's and Minzy's Please Don't Go.

I'll wait longer than Ele's nose

2009-11-17T03:24:00.008+08:00

Login-ed to blogger and received a warning from google :
This blog has been deprived of vitamin J for a long period of time already ,
do something about it or we'll start charging you
for using our service .

So I guess I have to oblige don't I? Hehe.

Let's start from Friday, 13th November 2009. Shall we?
So supposed to wakeup at 8:30AM but ended waking up only after 9AM. Bathe. Got ready. Rushed like hell then quickly made my way to MacDonald's Tampines Mall. Breakfast for awhile with cousins and nephew then off to Science Centre to meet my classies. Do I have to elaborate on the outing? I guess not. I'm sure all of you have ever went to Science Centre atleast thrice in your entire lifetime so you all should know how mundane that place is. Lol.

Saturday was a total pain in the ass. -.-

Sunday was fun. Met up with Filzah under my block, then walked to Cwp to meet Wan. After meeting Wan, we three MRT-ed to AMK then 135-ed to Meera's crib at MacPherson. Slacked. Chilled. And played buah Karim. Haha. Lol. So dot, dot, dot. Reached home around 11PM, only to find out both Jee and Dee is down with food poisoning. That is how they both have managed to land themselves here at KKH in the same ward.
Oh well I'll get to that part later.

Today is a Monday and Monday is today.
Fine I know its no longer Monday as the clock has already tick 3:42AM meaning as of now, the day is officially a Tuesday. Hee. Had my Phase Test 1 and thank God my French Baguette turns out mack-nee-fi-cien-te! Still, there is room for improvement. (:

And now at 3:45AM, I, Siti Harnisha, daughter of Abdul Rahman is typing my precious sleep away while watching 2 nurses choking drugs into Deedi's mouth with a syringe at Ward 66, by Bed 29 all in the name of "watching random vids of Park Jaebeom on youtube".

As of tomorrow, already made plans with Filzah.
Kita nengok shooting star ye esok malam? I got many wishes to make. And my wish might just include you *points finger right in your face* in it! ;)

** Now for a little Jay loving baby:

Isn't he like... The namja with the most bestest beautiful smile
you've ever seen in the whole wide World? ;D

Plus I dugged out some raps Jay actually wrote, HIMSELF!:

Listen babygirl, you are not getting it friend.
Why do you keep coming back to me again & again?
Just let it end, shawty. You ain't thinking well. If this the game of love, then we in different jails
Aint looking at you ma eyes have shifted. You got a broken heart, I ain't the guy to fix it.
Unhappy story of me and you. It's the end. Look at the time, I gotta go, it's 2PM!
Peace!

- Heartbroken, NAVI.

Here's another one:

I just wanna know your body and soul.
Outta control heart boutta explode. The guy that you need is right under ya nose. Open your eyes wider get some binoculars. For you I'll wait longer than an elaphant's nose. I'll be in contact like a cellular phone. Outta everyone I just wanna know you best.
Hot track wit J-bum and V.O.S.

- To Luv..., V.O.S.

Ps. Original lyrics are suppose to be in Korean,
it has been translated to English, DUH! That's why it sounds a lil weird.
Lol. Hehe. Now Goodnight! ;D

NEWLY RELEASED

2009-11-13T00:29:00.003+08:00

Yes the awaited one has been released.
Nope I'm not going to post it up here! Hehs. (:

Why? Cause it's a total heartbreaker.

Knocked me out

2009-11-12T23:39:00.005+08:00

Found this on Filzah's blog . Just had to re-post it here .
Lmao . Isn't Amad such a cutie ? ;) Hah .

Today is Thursday, duh. And yesterday was Wednesday.
So let's talk about yesterday. Okaye?

On Wednesday wokeup at around 10:30AM as I need to be out of home by 11:30AM in order to reach school before 1 O' Clock by bus. Baked Baguette, with Sir Rosli's and the classies' help of course. Had alot of good laugh with everyone. And for the first time in my life, I ate a worm. Yes girls. You can start squirming and screaming now cause yes I did eat a worm after being much persuaded by Wee Sin and Clar. How does it taste? Like a cracker. Really I swear. The only reason I was able to eat it without having to puke it all out was because that worm-ish thought wasn't in my head. Haha.

So dot, dot, dot. After school I suddenly feel the need, and the urge to habiskan all my current savings in my bank. Called Filzah up and so we met at Causeway Point. Walked around here and there to find the perfect hoodie. But Cwp being a fcuked up and cheaptard mall thus I couldn't find anything near to my likings. Ended up our souls, among the shelfs at Popular finding a book or a dictionary of some sort that translates English to Korean. Haha. Then Filzah accompanied me makan at Long John Silver. There we laughed our a off, rant, spazz about Super Junior etc and share. Yes we've shared alot of things indeed. ;) hee. Oh and I dah wish tau ye Nunu a great happy birthday. :D

Again, thanks Filzah for spending your precious noon with me. Love you. (:

Today was a damn tiring day.

9:30AM had Life Skill. I was 30 minutes late so in the end I had to do a presentation on why I was late with a handful of other members of The Unpunctuals in class.
Lifeskill ended earlier than expected, at about 11AM. So lunched out with Sarah, Amy and Emma at Banquet Jurong Point. After lunching, the girls accompanied me to the Popular outlet there and YAY! finally got the English to Korean dictionary there for $13.80. Texted Filzah as soon as I made my purchase for a little showoff-ing session. Hah. Lol.
Head back to school by train, alighted at Clementi Station. Throughout the journey Sarah, Emma and me was "learning" some Hindi dance moves by Amy. Omg damn was it embarassing. We were laughing like we had the entire cabin to ourselves. Everybody was looking at us. Haha.
Alighted and hailed for a cab.
Cabbed to school and it cost us a precious teeny amount of $4.40.
Dot, dot, dot then we all together went to ITE Simei by school transport, there was a Career Fair going on and yes it was a hell bloody damn waste of effing time. Tsk. Walk a round around the fair and then got a phone call from Sarah that said: Ma'am Tanty said can go home already.
Huffed and puffed. And oh yes I lupa mawu mention! I jumpa cousin Siti, Nabster and Zul kawan si Jepp tu lah! Hee.
Slacked around the cafeteria with Clar, Zara, Wendy, Wee Sin, Amy and Sarah before bus-ing back to Mak Jah's home on 31. Alighted at Tampines Interchange where Bhaiyah called and said he saw me. But oh wells, too bad I didn't notice him. Sorry Bhai. Haha.
So again here goes dot, dot, dot. Here I am now at Mak Jah's crib. I'm crashing here for the night.

Tomorrow will be another one heck of a tiring long day for sure.

And currently I am craving for 7Eleven's Slurpee. xp

Faith, trust and a little Pixie dust

2009-11-10T03:54:00.006+08:00

Is the grass really greener on the other side ?

This blog has been dead for Idk how many weeks already.
Sorry. I still love blogging I do. Just that tweeting is so much fun now and it's also because of my love for Smelly Belly that has made me neglect this now piece of neglected junk.

But fear not. As of now, today, I'm going to start blogging. Promise. (:
Nope I'm not going to rejuvenate this blog with a new skin or anything related cause I'm still in a divorcee mourning over her husband's leave mode. Be glad that I've atleast changed the featured song. Fine I know this isn't the sick kinda beat I'm use to rocking my body to. Reason? Like I said earlier, I'm still in "divorcee mourning over her husband's leave mode". When I say husband's leave I mean husband's leave. He's not dead. He will and he is coming back. If not sooner then probably later.

And nope I am not a divorcee for God's sake.
I've never even been married. But yes I'm engaged. (:

So now, for a little catching up yeh?
1) I haven't been to school for almost 2 weeks cause
2) Ibu was admitted to TTSH since like some Saturdays ago so
3) yeah I gotta stay home and babysit the sissies and bro.

Plus since that friggin' timer popped out on 2pm.jype.com,
I can't help to miss it. I really need to get a life. Would somebody please gladly shove me and tell me that in my face? Thank you. I really need it.

And wassup (it's GD style, I'm bringing it in here) with 2PM's album: 1:59PM.
Fcuktard he's mocking us. -.- Can't you antis see it? With that named he'd just bitchslapped many HOTTESTs in the face yo. Argh really man I can't wait for your comeback this December. Anticipating it, totally. If you think we will move on, think again. The last pro-boycott movement we'll carry out is set you on fire, make you run around (on fire) with your vinyl see-through pants on, burn the JYP building down and be the hottest issue in the entire K-pop fandom. Don't believe? Wanna try me?

That will be the worst scenario of a mad HOTTEST on the loose.
Give me a shot plus some photoshopping and I'm all ready for the frontpage baby. ;)
Enough of ranting female dog style, for now.

Anyway since I'm back blogging,
I have a news to announce. That is, I'm going against my word and will soon turn this blog into a K-pop junkie. With this being said, bring the overrated Dongsaeng-to-Hyung love in baby. ;)

Payce out love.

LVSCK
2009-10-23T00:41:00.003+08:00
Heartbroken . Just plain heartbroken dammit .

There short and simple .
Nothing left for me to said , anymore .
:'(

Loco session with Key tonight

2009-10-18T15:05:00.006+08:00

*looks up* My current addiction .
SHINee's Ring Ding Dong has been on repeat for the umpteenth time already
since it was released 2 days ago .

Listen at your own risk . Don't say I haven't warn you .
K-scientist are still working on an antidote for the "loco loco loco" disease .
So yeah as of now , there's still no cure to it . Saddening much ? :(

Cheer up , atleast the SHINee boys are in for a new look this season . ;)
And I'm sure on going loco with Key tonight . Jonghyun will be next . Sad to say I have to keep my noona wrath from Taemin . Besides I don't want to end up on the cover page of a K-newspaper , making it headlines as a pedophilist . Hohoho . Lol .

A 2PM without Jaebeom is causing more harm than Greenhouse Gases effect

2009-10-12T01:40:00.011+08:00

Why do this on a schooling day boys? :'(

2PM's (or should I say 6PM's?) first performance as a 6 member group.
At Dream Concert yesterday. This was aired on SBS earlier today. But 2PM's part was cut out. It wasn't shown on air. How tragic right? Though I totally salute SBS for cutting out 2PM's part. Watching the fancams K-HOTTEST took is already a total heartache. Imagine crazed people reactions watching them on the big screen. That will be a major catastrophe, I'm sure of that.

Watched. Cried. Logged on to 2OD. Chatted on sbox. 2AM - Time For Confessions.
That's how it all started. As I mentioned earlier, I will cut down this post to a less detailed one so as not to turn my blog into a full blown Korean junkie website. Besides I have school tomorrow. Promised myself (and Molly) I'll head for bed earlier, than usual, tonight.

Basically I teared a little (or maybe alot) after watching 6PM.
I swear I can see tiny droplets in their eyes when the cameras zoomed close. And I swear I heard Taecyeon screaming Jaebeom at the end when they were doing the bow (it's a Korean thing, you may not understand :p). Now how can those not touch your hearts? Unless you're not a HOTTEST of course, DUH!

And so while I was emoshitting and contemplating death,
Molly cheered me up. So did others on 2OD. Thanks guys. We will walk through this together aye? Oh during the walking part, I am so holding hands with Khunnie. So scram girls, start claiming before I change my mind and start chasing Leadja. Or Ang Ang. Or Magnae. Hahaha. Roflol. :D

To JYP-nim, aigoo I've nothing to say to you actually.
You know what I want right? *raise eyebrows* I know you know, don't act a fool please.
Thank you. (:

Ps. Leaving the fandom, or committing suicide
is a total no-no yeah.

F is for family , and for friends

2009-10-11T04:28:00.012+08:00

Ang Ang likes girls with big eyes,
trust me my eyes are way bigger in real life. Idk why I tend to squint when taking pictures. Oh maybe its because of the goddamn eye-blindening camera flashes? Aigoo darn it.

As mentioned in my previous post,
I invited my members over to my crib today. Mom cooked Soto and damn guyfriends was loving it to the hardcore maximum. Feroz, 3 rounds of Soto kapa? Haha. Lol. ;)

It's 1:46PM Seattle time, 5:46AM Korean time and 4:46AM Singapore time as of this moment.
I'm lazy to update on everywhatsnot. Let the pictures do the talking aye? Oyeahs I upload pictures I've edited only. There's too many jpegs and serious shit, my eyes are failing me straight Fs right now. Roflol. I'll upload the unedited pictures tomorrow or whenever I'm free aye. But please don't put your hopes up too high. I may just not upload it due to plain lazyness. :p

As for now, please enjoy. (:

Biceps taq perlu reflex (whatever you athletes call it!) ye Feroz. xp

Totally candid. With Filzah sayang ku!
Love this shot. Lagi mawu suap-suaping Ben & Jerry's Cheesecake Brownie when Meewa tetiba sahaja snap! Yakdoosh! Lol. Tetap I suka ye. :D

With Izad.
Mugcow kan? Looking at this photo gives me the sudden urge to start respecting this daddy. Don't ask me why. :p Anyway Izad sorry ye if my adik gave you a hard time. Really really sorry.

With Gong.
He's friendly. Sugar, spice and everything nice!
Need me explain more? Hoho.

IGGY! (ke E.g ke Eggy, haprak lah)
Ogaye I just have to tell Mom I really want Iggy to babysit Mimi. Lol. xp
Iggy is so brotherly, fatherly and whateverblessed-ly word weird Stamfords invent a long long time ago lah. Haha. He's on my baby-daddy-to-be list for sure! Next to Park Jaebeom, Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul, Lee Junho, Jang Wooyoung, Hwang Chansung, Lee Donghae, Park Jung-soo, Cho Minhwan, Lee Taemin and the list of Korean hotties names goes on and on and on and this can go on
like the entire verse of SNSD's Gee chorus. Lol.

There you have it,
my notorious brother. Lol.

And again, many thanks to those who have made it.
Very very much appreciated. Sumpah I swear I taq tipu ye.
Hehehe. (:

Ps. From now onwards,
I'm refraining myself from ranting about K-pop to avoid turning
this place into a total Korean junky blogspot. :p

Open House for those called Friends

2009-10-09T23:13:00.004+08:00

Yes, as stated in my title.
I've invited my friends tomorrow to come over. Sort of like a Open House, but this time my house is only open to friends. Lol. It's not really a Open House lah, I've invited this few (not really) bunch over to make up for last Saturday raya outing where my house was "pangkah" because Mom and my entire family wasn't home. Thus home wasn't open for raya visits last week. :( sorry mates.

Anyway confirmed people are?
Filzah and Wan, Wieya & Hakim, Mais, Jee and Izt & Idk who else. Filzah will be checking up for me.
Thanks babe. I love her to mini bits tawu taq? ;]

Ah I can't wait for tomorrow.
Gotta help Mom cook man. That will be a total dread.
I might even set the whole kitchen on fire.
Consider that a bonus. :p

Meet my pet terrapin , Pa Jaebeom (:

2009-10-09T22:29:00.010+08:00

In memories of loving brother, son, and my baby-daddy-to-be. (:

Yes you haven't read the title wrongly,
neither have I made an error naming it. I'm for real. I named my new pet terrapin after the famous Leadja of 2PM, the love of my life, whose currently chilling in the company of his family and friends in Edmonds,
Park Jaebeom. :D

My week has been a random one .
With alot of staying-up-through-the-night and waking-up-way-after-midday.
Mom hates me for it. But who cares? I'm loving my teenage years, and the entire mess that comes along with it. Yes you may not believe it, coming from the mouth of a once sadistic, depressed and always moody sexy bitch who used to hate life like, like hell can I say? xp

Before I go, something I'd like to share with all of you, before wiki updates and loses the fun of it, LOL.
This is epic I swear. :

"In September 2009, Park Jin-young transformed into a gorilla.
He has been on the run since. A large reward will be offered to whoever finds him
and JYP will be sent to his home country, The Planet of the Apes."

Hoho. :D

I know half of the time you crazed peeps reading my shit have no idea what in the blue blaze I'm ranting about. But who cares? Isn't this my blog? Not yours. So scram hobo. Lol. Nah I'm not being a meanie. You can stay if you want to. Provided you pay me the necessary lodging fees at the end of the month aye.

Hey! That's $7 a visit! ;]

Eid Mubarak with family & friends

2009-10-07T00:00:00.010+08:00

Hello and goodmornight readers,

I know I've been away for a very very long time.
I've been busy stalking Park Jaebeom and my other K-hotties on www that I've entirely forgotten about reality. Yeah you can say I've been completely sucked into the World of K-pop.
No it's not a good thing, trust me.

Why it isn't a good thing is because I've lost interest in boys.
No I'm not turning homo. Bi? Maybe. Lol. Just kidding. By losing interest in boys I meant no one in Singapore looks good enough to me. Haha. Well an exception to one. I finally found my new earcandy. No you don't know who he is. And you don't need to know who he is. Hoho. ;)

Back to my entire 3 weeks of raya.
On the first day, as usual, first house would be Nenek's at Tanglin Halt.
Then went on to other houses. Mostly visited relatives at Ayah's side together with Mak Jah and family, Cik Dris and Abang Annur, Cik Mansor and family, Kak Aina and family & Mami Fidah and Om. Yes my family is big. And I totally love them with wholeheartedly. Had a great time with cousins. Picture above shows the bonding I have with my cousins and nephew/niece alike. What more can I say? I really love them man. :D

Every happy times there will be a downfall.
For every week of fun I had, I never fail to fall sick. And I mean it, every week. For the first week of raya, I had an allergic reaction due to the fabric songket. I was itching like mad. But alas, I couldn't scratch cause the elderlies told me if I scratch it'll be worse. Tsk. As for the second week, my left hand was aching. To the extent I couldn't even straighten my hand. The reason for the aching is, (ssshhhhhhhhhhhhheesh, it's a secret). Lol. And yeah, for the third week I was down with flu - fever, runny nose and sore throat inclusive. Oh God, can my raya get any worse? Ogaye. You don't have to answer that. :p

Raya with bros and sissies last Saturday was awesome.
Let the pictures do the talking aye. For more pichas, picet here and here k? ;)
Pictures will be described from top-left in clockwise direction.

Top shows Amad sleeping, he must be faking it.
Picture on the top-right shows Gong and Kak Dee, she is Wan's elder sister. Oh Wan is the guy in blue smirking at you. Hoho. Lol. See any resemblance between the two? Bottom-left is Amad, again and Amsyar aka Abang Handsome as Filzah calls him. Hee. (:

At Filzah's. Her Ummi cooked Soto Indon. Sedappp~! :D

Still at Filzah's. The abang ipar, the kakak and the adik shares some quality time with a game of congkak.

In the lift. Yakdoooosh! Cute cute cute. ^^

Abang-abang kita yang handsome-handsome belaka.
Amsyar, Wan, Zal and Amad.

The Couples.
Izt and Jee, Izzat and Rikka, Hakim and Wieya, Zal and his girlf & Filzah and Wan.
Last long ye people. *amin* ;)

At Wan's.

At Izzat Noordin's.
Maaf if nama dispell wrongly. :p

Gong and Amad, again!

The drivers and their ride.
Kak Dee and her Audi 4, Izzat with his MPV Trajet and "Que Haidar" look-alike with Izzat Papa's Kia.

Collection of our group photos. :D

Oh wait, Hakim pon mawu posing nan Audi 4. Heh heh. :D

Meera's home at MacPherson was our last visit.
We reached her place at exactly 12:15AM. Still they planned to slack at Simpang Bedok just to catch-up and stuffs. Asked Ayah for permission and he gave me the green light. Yes ah~! Was ecstatic. But ohwells, that was until Trajet decided to ruin the more fun coming we were planning to have that night. Trajet just won't start. The boys were going around asking taxi drivers for jump start cable, whatever it is. Izzat said the car battery has expired. And I gave the utmost stupid idea that resulted in me being laugh by the entire clan: Since there's a 7eleven berdekatan, go send someone buy a battery from there lah. :p Tsk. How stupider can I get? Pardon me. It was already midnight, I've been up since morning so excuse me for my dead brain. Lol.

We were all stucked at MacPherson till 2AM,
until a clever fella came up with the push start idea. So yeah there were alot of pushings. Until, woooh~, SUCCESS eventually! Trajet engine starts purring. We got onboard and wasted no time to get home. It was already 3AM, mind you.

Upon reaching, the suckiest thing happened was when Izzat tried to restart the engine.
And well that effing Trajet engine starts purring with ease and zero difficulties. Haiy, even cars hate us.
Don't you people think so too? Hmpfffffffft.

So skip, skip, skip. Kak Dee sent me home.
I reached home around 4, I guess. Sleep, sleep, sleep, wokeup, bathe, raya, back home, sleep again until Monday. Skip, skip, skip all the way to here I am typing. I'm going to bed soon, I guess.

As for now I'm chatting with A'an from Whitley. He's friendly. (:

Wait a little while more

2009-10-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

Like the title mentioned above ,
please wait a little while more . I'll be back . ;)

Selamat Hari Raya to Muslims all over the World (:

2009-09-20T00:04:00.005+08:00

After a month of fasting have passed, Syawal is finally here.
Ramadhan this year hasn't been the same like past years for me. I've lost old friends and gained new ones. I've changed. I've practiced patience for sure. And also this year out of the 29 fasting days, I buang 3 days only. Funny why my monthtly cycle hasn't come yet. Lol! Pssst I had sex with my Seattle boyf, Jay Park five weeks ago (Duh of course not budow. But if can why not? :p) .

Wished all my family, friends and kenalans.
And have also received tremendous love from all of them as well. To all please be reminded that I've changed my cell number. Don't bother contacting me at my 81714831 number anymore cause that number has long been extinct weeks ago. Want my new number? Then ask directly from me. Not from any of my other friends. Understood? ;)

** And to beloved Ayah ku satu-satunya yang tersayang,
cousing yang juga tersayang, Abang Farhan and to my schoolmate cum guyfriend cum msn buddy, Lee Syafiq. I wanna wish you three awesome XY chromosomes a great jolly well happy birthday. And to Syafiq, sorry I wished you a little too late. The fact is I've forgotten and only remembered when I read your msn's quick message. Hehe. Sorry. Nevertheless I love korang semuanya, especially my daddy Abdul Rahman Bin Bidin Bin Busu ( ... and the list goes on). To Abang Farhan, kita meet esok ye? You've been a great cousin really. Always willing to turun padang for the sake of sissy and me. Love ya. Promise from today onwards sissy and me will stop smoking and we'll transform into total angels with halos on our heads, NOT. Lol. Just kidding. Haha.

Again before I go, to all Muslims Worldwide.
Wish all of you a great bulan Syawal ahead. (:

Ps. This doesn't mean I'm already over and done with Jay. :p

I miss Park Jaebeom

2009-09-18T14:23:00.006+08:00

My life has been really boring thus no updates.
Now I'm just updating for the sake of updating as my persistent girlfs (like Rina as an example, hehe) have been bugging me to do so. Lol. So here I am blogging precious time away. Hehs. Oh anyway yes holidays has started, was granted a one week in advance leave by Ma'am Tanty. Exams? Totally flunged it. Nevertheless thanks Sir and Ma'am for the help. ;) Hehe.

Stayed home, did "excessive cleaning" sessions around the house.
Baked cookies and other kueh-mueh rayas. Ogaye I didn't entirely baked them. The oven baked them. Mom made the dough, while I just help fit the moulds and Dee does the decorations etc.

Dad has been away most of the nights. Sailing on big ships to lands located very far, far, faraway. Hope he'll be free on the first day of Raya. If he had to work then I guess I really have to go kill Kenneth then. Lol.

At some nights when I'm bored I singgah Filzah's crib. Hehe.
And yesternight hang otp with best friend Hamka. Ay I miss him. And also Feroz too. I hope things will get better between you guys and them soon aye. ;)

Oh and I haven't been sleeping well.
Eat? Always ate more than what my body needs. I'm fat. Dietician help please?
A personal trainer would do fine too. :p

Strawberry ChocOreo Shortcake, made for the best. (:

2009-09-03T20:20:00.011+08:00

Happy Birthday to Amira Nurizzatie .
You've turned another year older. Another year wiser, hopefully.

Hope you had alot of fun during your birthday celebration. That is all (and not forgetting love of course) I can give to you thus I hope you'd be satisfied eventhough it's nothing much.

All the best for your coming 'O' Levels and last but not least,
I want you to know that your best friend here loves you very very much dear. Mwahs. (:

Monday , 31st August '09 ;
Wokeup at 6:30AM and quickly rushed for school.
Thank God I've already packed and ironed my chef uniform/apron yesternight. Left home at exactly 7AM, then MRT-ed to school. PG had our second phase test on that day. We're supposed to make Blackforest Cake and the results were disastrous. Ohmo. Basically, to make long story short, I was far behind time and my cake didn't turned out Blackforest-like. I transformed it into an Ice Cream Cake. So don't ask me anymore. You guys should know what I meant by now.

Mood ruined. =.=

Reached home. Showered. Slept all the way till fasting time. Break fast.
After I was done with everything I've mentioned above, I waited for Filzah's text. As soon as I received the awaited text, I left for her crib. Filzah tinggal bersebelahan rumah I sahaja. I tinggal block 349, dia tinggal pat block 348. Hehe. And guess what? I couldn't bother to change into some decent clothing so I went to Filzah's in my pajamas. Paiseh sia. Now that I think of it, I must have really went out of my mind. Lol. :p

Baked the sponge, and YAYY! it turned out well. Goodies. :D

Tuesday , 1st September '09 ;
Welcomed September with open arms, hands and legs. :D

Wokeup at 11AM and quickly got changed for the big day. First stop was to Filzah's, again. Hah. Maiss was there too. For a detailed explanation of what happened on that day, sila lungsuri http://filzahh.blogspot.com. Sumpah aku lagi malas mawu type everything out. =x

To wrap things up, I'd like to say I really had alot of fun.
And I wish all of us, which includes myself, Filzah, Meera, Maiss, Jee and Izat can do what we did on Tuesday everyday. But provided there's Feroz and Hamka to join in the fun as well. ;) hehe.

Photos will be uploaded soon, as soon as I get all of 'em from Filzah. (:

Wednesday , 2nd September '09 ;
Didn't went to school.
Thanks to the rain, thanks to the hot weather. Easy said thanks to the weather yang tidak tentu, kepala I asyik sakit sahaja kebelakangan ini. Tsk. And thanks to my headache, I went thru a major case of oversleeping. Major, cause I only wakeup after 1PM. Tsk tsk. =x

The rest of the day was boring as hell. So I don't have to blog about it. Kan? ;)

Thursday , 3rd September '09 ;
Didn't went to school, again . Headache plus fever. Need I say more? Another boring as hell day. -.-

On a brighter note, it's Meera's birthday yaw! ^^

YAYY ! A proper post accomplished , finally . ^^

Weekend was a blast , damn am loving it . :D

2009-08-30T23:43:00.010+08:00

My favourite snap from yesterday ,
taken at Civic Centre with Rina babygirl. Talking about babygirl, I'm really starting to miss Shery, Meera, Iyrah, Filzah, Aleen and Aishah alot. Let's meet up soon babygirls, love you al all hips much I swear. (:

As planned yesternight was "Dinner with Loved Ones Night".
Together with my family and Jee, also had Feroz, Hamka and Izat joining us.
Too bad Nenek joined us later as she have to send Atok off for work first. Nevertheless having the others was more than satisfactory. :D On the menu was Briyani, along with Ayam Masak Merah and Kari Udang (Idk what this dishes are called in English. Lol.) as side dishes. I love Mom's cooking frigging much. And my members love Mom's cooking too I assume as they kept on refilling their empty plates. Hehs .

After pumping our tanks to a full content,
all of us sat and laze around at the living room as we watched Mr. Jackson pop, lock and drop it. The man's a legend. Whoever calls him a fag really deserves a slapping. Agreeable much everybody? Hehe. Izat went off earlier while Feroz and Hamka stayed behind and melayan Ibu and Mimi. Entertainers? I so agree with that term. Haha . Lol. From sportmens to entertainers? Weird huh? Hah. Tock tock tock, time passed by and at around 9PM my guyfs went off as well . Aiyayah, I'm missing them already. :'( We'll meet soon aye? ;)

Jee came back and yayy! Jee sleptover my place again for the second night already in a week. We watched 'Syurga Cinta' and 'Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak' together that night as on the previous night we've already watched 'Bohsia' together. Laughed our tiny Asian ass (yeah right!) off watching 'Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak'. One damn funny movie I tell you! You people should really go watch it. Haha. After done with the movie marathon, all of us head for bed. Afterall it has been one very very very long and tiring day.

As for today, I was awakened by Deedi at around 11AM.
By that time Jee have already left. To Jee, am really sorry cause I didn't send you off tao. I was still in sleeping mode thus I couldn't be cared enough when you say you were leaving. Seriously, am really sorry sorry dear. You should have grabbed a stick and then knock it hard on my head to awaken my senses of the real World. Lol. So quickly got ready then go together with Nenek and Deedi. Initially planned to bus-ed to Bugis. Then onboard the wrong bus, instead of boarding 961 we boarded 966. Haha. So in the end we MRT-ed there.

Reached Bugis and shopping sakan there, too many bags that I'm left with markings on both sides of my arms and hands. Tsk. How I wish I had Mr. Seattle with me. He'd help me carry my bags once I'm done with all the spending. Hahah. ^^ How I wish, How I wish. Lol. K enough of wishing and dreaming, back to reality. Done with shopping, then head for Phoon Huat to get some baking items. Done with groceries (if one may call it), then walked to Arab Street to get kueh-muehs/lauk-pauk for breaking fast. Not for me, but for Ibu, Ayah and Haiza whose fasting at home. Oh me? I puasa setengah hari sahaja tadi. Hahaha! Lol. :p Spent, spent and spent like there's no tomorrow. After we're done with everything, we cab-ed our way home cause semua dah tidak terlarat. Too many shopping bags yet too little hands and manpower. Hah.

It's 12:32AM and I'm still not sleepy. Gosh.
I'm having my second practical test tomorrow. Wish me luck aye? I need loads of them. Hoho.

Am now watching 'Syurga Cinta' again with family.
Awal Ashaari is so damn cute. Still my 'Thai Prince' is cuter, and my 'Seattle B-boy' is unbeatable. Oooh yeah my 'Ssanti Adult Toshio' is epic babe. Huhu. :D

Ps. to Rina , as promised , click here for more edited pictures of yesterday k ?
Love ya babe . Mwahs . (:

Dinner for you , me and all of them . (:

2009-08-29T13:57:00.004+08:00

Dinner for two in the Caribbean Islands . (:

Well for dinner today . Or easy said , for breaking fast today , I've invited Feroz , Hamka and Izt to my place . I know this isn't the dinner for two I've been dreaming of . Hah . Atleast I'm going to have all my loved ones around me . Family plus grandmom , guyfs and of course Jee my beloved sister (hah) . This is going to be one hectic/noisy dinner . Lol . How I wish my dear cousins can join me for dinner tonight . Haiy . One day we shall . That will be one great reunion . Hahs . :D

Wokeup around midday today .
And uptill now we all still belom mandi . When I say we all I meant myself , Dee , Haiza , Mimi and even Jee . Lol . Busyuk busyk benar lah kalian semua ! Hah . Semua lagi lazing around watching DVD , Mengaku Rasul . Damn the movie is great I tell you . You muslims should go watch it , really . It's about this psycho who claims himself to be a prophet . Tsk . Psycho kan ? Pfft . :p Enough telling and ruining the anticipation . You guys should watch it for yourself .

Toodles , I'm off for shower . Hee . ^^

Goodnight , and love you all . (:

2009-08-29T03:13:00.002+08:00

School was school .
Wokeup at 7AM yesterday , then quickly got changed for school .
Left home at 8 , mrt-ed all they way to Clementi . Met Michelle and Joan , then bus-ed to school together with them two . Reached school around 8:40AM . Slipped into my chef jacket and safety shoes . Then neatly tied my hair and tucked it into my hairnet and hat .

Still I came in around 3-5 minutes late for class which starts at 9 . :p
Thank God Ma'am was being such an angel earlier yesterday . Watched Ma'am demoed Pandan Chiffon Cake . Then ran a few errands . Once we were done , all of us left for home . School ended at 11PM . Woots , such a waste of time kan ? 2 hours of school only . Tsk tsk . =.= Nevertheless I had fun yesterday . :) And Ma'am was being a total showoff yesterday . Hahaha . Agreeable much everybody ? Huhu . Lol . So people , do you guys know what does the 5 stars on the Singapore flag presents ? Oh I got an easier question for you guys . What does the crescent on the Singapore flag means ? You don't know right ? Chey . Shameless people . And you call yourself a Singaporean ? Hmpf . Tsk tsk .

Haha . Alright , pure randomsity . :p Anw Jee is sleeping over my place tonight . Had late-night dinner together with my family . Then laughed our ass off as we watched 2 Days 1 Night on KBS together at 11:20PM , also with my family , after that we both watched Bohsia on DVD together . Now its 3:49AM and my sisters are still not sleeping (both sister angkat and sister kandong , haha ! ) . They're sharing ghost stories . Like lol , wth ? Huhu . I'm trying my best to not pay attention to whatever they're discussing about . Hahaha . Lol .

Till here people . I'm sleepy already . Goodnight , and love you all . (:

Sleepyhead can't sleep .

2009-08-28T00:14:00.004+08:00

See I'm still not sleeping . Hmpf .
No use making promises . Hah .

It feels like insomiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
Feels like insomniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
Feels like insomnia . Feels like insomnia - aaa ! =.=

A great listening pair of ears , can I find them at Daiso ? :p

2009-08-27T23:33:00.004+08:00

11:34PM , I promise I'd sleep before the clock strikes midnight .

Hee . As if that would ever happen . Anw just hungup on Achik .
It's been a long time since I last flow it all out to him . He's a great listener I tell you . When he says he'll lend a listening ear he really means it . His left/right ear on the receiver end is all yours while his other "free" ear listens to dirty music . Easy said one side of he's ear is with you still his mind is somewhere else . Lol . I get the best advices from him , example "Ah" , "Ye" , "Uhm" and other funny sound effects . Hahaha . Nevertheless I still sayang him . My favourite cousin dok , maner buleh taq sayang kan kan ? Hehe . :)

Let's begin from the top shall we ?
I was late for school , wokeup at 8:15AM and rushed (macam naq mampos) to get ready . Lucky me , Ayah agreed to send me to school and in the end I wasn't late . I tell you ehs , my dad is an F1 Driver retiree . Hahs . From Woodlands to Clementi he only takes 10 minutes top deh . Hahaha . Lol . Reached school and prepared my ingredients . Thanks Isham for helping me . V much appreciated . (: And as planned I had my solo performance today . I rocked the stage lah siol , not ! Hahahaha ! I thought nobody was going to pay attention to me , thus I got nervous as hell . But thank God , the people were paying attention to me , my presentation and my demo . Sorry people for being draggy , and seriously v much appreciated . And truckloads of thanks to those helpful souls that had helped me with my demo , washing of tools , wiping dry the washed tools and also cleaning+sanitizing the workbench . Thanks to Amy and Joan especially . (: Again thanks to you guys whom had complimented well on my final product . So far no negative comments , yippee ! :D Even Ma'am Shirley was helping me during my presentation : before , during and the aftermath . Thanks Ma'am ! :D

Oh yes my IBSC test . Nothing much to say .
I got a word only , dope . Well that sums it all up right ? Huhu . ;)

And and I smiled alot today .
Maybe because I'm eager to meet my babygirls , Shery and Iyrah tomorrow . Too bad the hunks can't make it . No cash , what a great alibi . Hah . Go start saving lah boys ! Tsk tsk . -.-

And and and I realise I'm using alot of 'ands' lately . :p

Tomorrow school starts at 9PM and ends at 12PM .
Clever Ma'am , she know many people will skip Friday lessons as it only lasts for 3 hours so she threatened us . If we don't come on Friday then she'll mark us absent for 2 days . If we have mc then she'll mark us absent for a day . Hmpf . Haha . And stupid me , instead of using the word 'threatened' I used the word 'bribe' . Smartass Wee Sin told Ma'am I was from express stream . Haha . In the end I got a tip (more like a lecture) from those smart people and Ma'am : The difference among the words 'threatened' , 'bribing' and 'blackmail' . Thanks guys , I really need English lessons badly to brush up my ever-decreasing vocabulary . Hah .

Till here people . Goodnight , and good riddance . Lol . :p

Adriana autographs London . (:

2009-08-27T01:31:00.011+08:00

Hello people , it's 1:33AM and why the heck am I still here ?
I can't sleep . Thanks to my old friend , Migrane , the one that always comes and go but this time he's just not going away .
Pfft . Stalker ! Tsk . -.-

Did I mention I had Pastry Basics test yesterday ?
And I had my first phase test today ?
And and I'm having my IBSC test tomorrow ? On top of that I also have a solo performance to make for tomorrow's Asian Sweets lesson .
One tough week huh ? Gyeahs , tell me about it . I'm literally grasping for my live right now . So many things yet so little time .
Ogaye fine I've got plenty of time on my hands , its just that I suck hardcore like blah blah blah at time management . :p Hehs go figure the blah blah blah for yourself aye smartass . ;)

Anyway for my previous Asian Sweet test , I scored a 27 out of 40 marks .
Pathetic kaper siolsxz ? No doubt my IQ have dropped drastically eversince I flung my Os . Tsk . As for today , can I say I did well ? Can can ? Hehe .
My sponge cake was being spongy and my marble cake was being marbly . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ ! Suka suka suka . :D I have no idea how I'm going to do for tomorrow's test cause being the good geek I am , I haven't even did my revisions . Hmpf . =.=

About what happened after school ?
I cried throughout my journey home .
From my locker area (which is in school , like duh smartass(es) ) to the loo , to the busstop , throughout the entire 963 route taken to Woodlands .
Even until home , where I cried myself to sleep . Gosh , I'm so weak . You guys must be thinking I'm such a cry baby kan ? Shuuuuushh don't lie ! I know you people are thinking it . Hmpffffffft .
Nanaq friend kau uhs . Wth ? Lol . :p Hahaha !

Ps. I'm in a great mood today ,
so favour ye , please don't spoil it aye . Hee . ^^

The End .

2009-08-26T21:42:00.009+08:00

I'm hopeless , you're a wreck .
And together we're such a mess .

Let's just end everything now once and for all . I'm worn out already .
And people help please ? Just don't interfere between us anymore , you guys are adding more fuel to the fire instead of cooling the heat down . So I'll really appreciate it if korang diam-diam . If you hear anything from any party , taq perlu sampai-sampaikan from mulot to mulot ye . Sumpah taq perlu ehs .

Tyvm . (:

Stand by me , cause you promised me you would . (:

2009-08-25T20:45:00.007+08:00

I miss my kaki gereks ,

Hamka , Meewa , Filz , Shery , Iyrah , Froze and Jee . :) oh yang baju warna biru itu namanya Wan . And there's no reason why I should even miss him in the first place . Hahaha . Lol . Nevertheless I wish all of them are here with me right now . Haiy . Korang korang , I need a hug badly lah korang . Apart from a hug , I also need a friend . Atleast one true friend will do . Thank God God had answered my prayers . Instead of one , God sent me plenty of them . Cheering me up with their super sweet text messages that of course , never failed to make me smile . I love them all , v-v-v much .

I'm fine with people whose suffering from runny mouth disease spreading harmful bacterias like wildfire . I am also fine with people suffering from sore eyes thus giving me dirty looks everytime my eyes catch theirs . This time I'm not getting any antibiotics/medications from the nearby clinic cause it's a total waste of time and cash . I may be weak , but slowly , let's just let my own antibodies fight these diseases slowly . It takes time , and not to mention troublesome as well . But isn't it worth it ? :D

For the first time I've cried so much in school today . :'(

Sneaked into a cubicle , like eek wtf , of all places why I had to do it in the loo . Tsk tskk . =.=

Khun told me to stay strong . Jay told me that he'll always be here for me whenever I need a listening ear/a shoulder to cry on/a chest to lean on *cough*cough* . Ang Ang told me to hold on . "Purple Teletubbies" told me to smile even if the World falls on me , cause I got him and he got me and that is all that matters . And by now readers should have already realized that I've elapsed into another one of my fantastical throngs . Gosh I thought I've fully recovered from this chronic disease especially since Jang Wooyoung introduced me to Dr Lee , a famous psychologist who was well-known for installing a chip in Saddam's brain as part of a research for his new book , "Psychopathic Leaders : What's in their head ? " . Ogaye lame . :p I better stop now before I get any more random than this .

So Goodnight World !

I promise a proper post latest by the end of this week . Hah . :D

Ps. I'm changing number soon , want it then ask for it k ?

Love all you humanoids out there , especially 2PM ! ^^

A change is coming , I can feel it closing in . (:

2009-08-24T01:34:00.015+08:00

Selamat berpuasa to all Muslims out there . :D
On a different note , cute kaper budak kecyk tuh gigit apple dia sampai gitu macam sekali . Hehe . ^^

Anw I'm not posting much aye . Because am feeling super tired and damn sleepy right now deh , eventhough I wokeup super late in the evening today ! Hah . :p

If another apology is what you need , don't worry I've got plenty of it on my sleeves .

2009-08-20T22:11:00.007+08:00

I'm letting it all go .
I admit I started it first . But I'm not taking the entire blame for everything .
Yes I gave Wei Xiang your hat without your permission and its my fault . And I've said sorry . If you demand another apology then here it is , sorry . Now I hope that satisfies you . Still if talk about parents getting involve then I'm still standing up to my own beliefs . Like what you said Asyik called me ? That's none of your problem , as you don't know about it . Then here goes my backup , Nenek called Asyik's mom and I don't know about it so its not my problem either .

I didn't complain to Nenek nor Ibu , and that's the fact .
You complained to Asyik , Asyik called me and that is how family first get started being involved in this . So please stop blaming me cause I've admitted to my mistake but this part , this part here isn't part of my mistake . So I don't have to apologise for it . Simple . And remember I didn't get Ibu involved , Asyik's mom told me to pass the phone to Ibu . I was merely just obeying to her orders .
So yeah , that is that .

There , a short synopsis that sums up everything .
I've kept my "supposedly-foul-mouth" shut . I guess you should do the same too for old times' sake . And this post will be the last of it . I'm tired of prolonging this matter . It's either we solve it , deal it or live with it . And fyi , sharing with the World about it isn't an option . Tyvm . (:

If satisfaction and wreckage is what you crave for , hope this pacifies you . (:

2009-08-20T01:54:00.009+08:00

First thing first ,
before everybody get it all wrong .
Which part of "I was in a haste" don't you understand ? I would have asked for your permission , but come on its 8 in the morning . I think it'll take me 2 hours before getting an answer from you . And hadn't I told you I was late for school . Or you don't understand that either ? Haiy .

Respect for the elders ? For who exactly ? For your boyfriend ? I'm sorry but truthfully speaking I've lost respect for your boyfriend a long long time ago and I know you yourself know the reason why . For Mommy and Cik Hasman ? After the way they ditched me , and Cik Hasman threatened me for an outsider's sake , I have no more room for them in my life . For you ? Have I ever not respected you ? Please think about it carefully . I've never called you oi . When I say mean stuffs/make jokes to the others you have always been an exception . Even to the extent of salam-ing you everytime we part ways .

I told you politely in the first place , including an apology , and yes there were even a few existing humanoids told me to not tell you about this as they state you will never find out about it . But being the naive me , thinking yeah it was a small matter , still I told you the truth . And you replied harshly with an exclamation mark . Still I kept my cool and apologises to you . Since I got your spare cap in my bag , which you can use for that day . I told you I'll bring your dirty cap home and scrub it clean right ? But what do you care ? Ego as huge as a boulder still bashing me eventhough I've showered you with endless apologies . And when I told you even if its Wei Xiang I wouldn't be pissed for come on uhs , wake up and grow up . It's just a hat for goodness sake . You can wash it anytime , if hairnet even I know it wouldn't be fine cause who the hell in the World wants to share their hairnet ? And if hygiene really means a big deal to you , like what Dad said , he can spare you the cash so you can get a new cap by all means . Instead of accepting my apology , you kept on going on and on being unreasonable until you crossed the line . This is why you shouldn't have start on respect . In my messages , I didn't use any exclamation marks , swearings or whatsoever whatsnot at you . I even sticked to using formality , referring you as you and myself as I . Why ? Because of something called respect of course . You crossed the line , after exclamanation marks you start using aku kau . When between us we've never referred to one another as that . Cause we both once agreed a long time ago together with sister that aku kau is a little wee too harsh to be used among family .

Like all those mentioned above is not enough .
I thought of letting all of this go remembering all this while I've always treated you like an older sister , and putting our friendship/sistership first . I even thought of calling you after you had cooled down and apologises to you since you endlessly say its my fault and the only way to resolve it is to admit it's my mistake rather than continue on bashing one another . And also especially since fasting month is coming and it's not a good way to welcome it with a fight . But suddenly after I cooled down , your boyfriend called and started gangster talking me . For the umpteenth time , FOR GOD'S SAKE , it's just a hat . After I hungup the phone , the pain was unbearable . My own cousin I've known since like forever is bashing me and not even hearing what I've to say for his girlfriend whom he had known for only what ? 1/7 out of his entire wherelse me , I've even shared my entire childhood with him .

And correction I didn't involved my parents first .
You involved your boyfriend whom called in the midst of my conversation with Grandma and Mom . Mom didn't interfere then and I didn't complain to Grandma . Please lah , like as if you don't know Asek's grandmother well enough . Isn't she the type of women who likes to take matters in her own hands even if you don't ask for it ? Haiy , and my Mom only interferes when your mother-in-law called . So that is that .

Please lah , even when people talked smack about you , I backed you up too . And I don't even tell you about it cause I know your kind . It will only make matters worse . What immature ? Small kid ? Yes I admit I still am a small kid . But immature ? Think about it . Whose acting all immature right now ? Making a big fuss over a small matter . Just because of a hat . -.-

I've treated you nicely in class too and everyone knows that .
I've never backstabbed you , talked smack about you , paitao you or whatsoever . Whatever happens I've always stood by your side . Even when you cried wasn't I there and told you to let it all out ? When you were angry , wasn't I there to hear out all your ventings ? When you look shagged wasn't I there asking you what's wrong ? So don't say stuffs that will make me sound mean cause regardless , I've never treated you shit .

And don't talk about deservings . I didn't do anything wrong to you .
I've admit and I've said sorry , that it was my fault for not asking your permission in the first place . I did state my reasons . And as a human with thinking abilities , come on lah , think of it as a small matter . Instead you complained to your boyfriend whom in the end bashed his own cousin . Talk about hurt , who should be more hurt right now ?

My aunty flooded my cell , Mom's cell and housephone with endless miss calls . Answered , and she starts bashing as well . I apologised again , and even Mom apologised on my behalf . My own aunty , whom I called Mommy , bashed me and stood up for you till the end even after thousands apologies , she's still not letting it go . Like what Dad said , tanaq luperkan abeh ape ? Gitu macam pi report police lah habes cerite . Tsk . And my own uncle , threatening me . Even sister whose not involved in this scenario at all was pulled in by him . Wtf . So please don't talk about getting hurt when the damage done is not on you . You got back a dirty hat , that's all . While because of your hat , my whole family's a wreck .

But its okaye .
Like you said friends come and go right ? For me , families are too big so even if you lose one you won't feel the lost . Like in this case , Mommy loses her daughter and got you as a replacement . Seeing the way Mommy stood up for you really hurts me . But you shouldn't care , really . You should be happy for an outsider someone really loves you that much sampaikan "anak-anak" die sendiri die tikam . (:

BETRAYAL , like a knife stabbed in the back .

2009-08-19T21:42:00.009+08:00

Over an outsider ,
you dumped your own flesh and blood aside . I've never felt this surge of proudness for having a family like this . Thank God , I'm blessed . (:

You should have known better . To whom I vent out my deepest emotions to . Instead of helping clear things up , you've made matter worse . To think that it was just because of a hat . Haha . And don't talk about responsibility . Please don't get me started . Mom , Dad , Cik Karim and Nenek have taught me enough already . So I don't need other people to start berceramah/syarahan on me . Yes I admit I'm v naughty . Well like I've said earlier , atleast I got a heart . ;) Threatening ? Wth . Even Cik Karim knows whatever whatsnot all of us did , yet never have he threaten us . At most he gives us useful advices . And to think Cik Karim is not even of my own flesh and blood , atleast he has enough heart then to threaten one who's like his own daughter . He said it and he meant it . While you , my own real aunt and uncle . Such disappointments . Always claiming you've treated me and sister like your own daughters . Yeah right . After having to listen whatever you both said I've got one word to support your testimony : BULLSHIT . As simple as that .

I know I'm being plain rude right now . So what ? Mom and Nenek gave me the green light , and that is all I need .

Welcome , pain . Just remember what goes around comes around .
I can already foretell how karma's a bitch .
All the best . (:

I've got all my love to give .

2009-08-17T00:21:00.009+08:00

It's 36 minutes past midnight ,
and here I am posting about my week happenings as I've promised . (:

Please don't get your hopes too high cause truthfully speaking my week was a mundane one with no adventure in it . We're talking negative numbers here .
I could have literally passed out and land myself in ICU out of boredom . :p

Visited Woodlands Polyclinic on Tuesday as I 've some flu symptoms going on . And the power of God Almighty , totally unexpected , he made me have fever when the thermometer boy checked my body temperature .
Thank God , not . Haha . Waited and waited like toot yet my number still wasn't called . And frankly speaking I'm not a person with plenty of patience on my sleeves aye . Eventually time passed , my number was called , met the doctor , we had some patient-doctor bonding time then he asked me "Would 5 days mc be enough ? Or do you need a longer time ? "
o.O I was so bewildered when he asked me that question .
"Are you out of your mind ? " , the words were running through my head . I wanted to asked him that but later onwards decided not to cause it's just plain rude to do so . Lol . :p

Wednesday , Thursday and Friday was a stayed-home-all-day day . At times , I would just spent my precious time away hogging infront of the computer screen/tv screen . And when there's really nothing fun going on in the cyber world/tv , I'd just spent my precious afternoon sleeping .
Haiy , such a pathetic life I have huhs ? -.-

Luckily on Friday night Ayah made plans for all of us .
He took us out to The Singapore Expo and we walked aimlessly here and there , while munching away on Takoyakis etc . I had alot of fun , I really had .
Atlast I got to breathe in the smell of the outside World after being stuck in Woodlands for a long long time .

On Saturday Sarah invited me and others to her older brother's wedding .
Tyvm aye for inviting us . It's very much appreciated babe , really . :) Had alot of fun . After a week long I finally metup with my schoolmates again . And as for Amy , after two weeks longs I finally got to meet her . Thank God , I was missing her so much already . Chatted all the way into the twilight cause we know each of us have alot of catching-ups to-do , especially me . Huhu . So yeah after feasting on the buffet prepared , all of us , which includes me , Amy , Sarah , Yaya , Isham and Fahmi walked to the bus stop together . Chatted again and took some final shots together . Shots as in pictures ogaye ? Not tequila shots aye . Though if you have some then by all means . I won't turn down to any if given . Haha .

Anyway the jpeg featured above is me of course ,
siapa lagi kalau bukan aku kan ? Hoho . Was taken after I came back from the wedding event . Mom helped me with my contacts because it was being such a bitch and I was having a hard time inserting it into my eyes . Hmpf . In total it took me 36 minutes and in the end I still end up failing . Tsk tsk . -.-

Nevertheless I think I look gorgeous in the picture .
Don't you think so too ? Haha . Lol . What ? A little narcissism wouldn't hurt , would it ? Hahaha . :D

Continuing on last week happenings .
After the event , I got back home and quickly sarung a tudong on my head . If you don't know what a tudong is then I suggest you look up for it on google aye . Hehe . Patiently waited (Patient ? Yeah right . ) for Mom , Dad and siblings to get ready then left for tahlil at Tampines . The zikirullah we had this week was one of the most touching ones as my family is going through an ordeal right now . I know I have always been the egoistical one . Acting all strong on the outside and only Allah knows how deeply hurt I am inside . Saw Mom cried , Cik Ros who has always been like a mother to me also cried . Then I started thinking about her and her (not the mothers , but their daughters) . I also started thinking about my past . Thought about how much desturction I've brought to my family by my immature actions last year . By all those thoughts , my eyes started to tear too . But I hid my face under my tudong cause I don't want others to see my eyes getting all runny and my eyeliners getting all smudgy . Lol .

Mom if you're reading this ,
I want you to know you are the best mother a girl could have ever asked for . I'm sorry I've hurt you . I didn't know how much you're hurt and how much tears you've shed when I did whatever I did in the past to you . Upon witnessing how much you're crying now , I thought to myself , "Is this how much Ibu cried when I did that a long long time ago ? " . A sense of guilt rushed through me when I asked myself that question . I'm really sorry Mom . As your first child and daughter , I should have known better . I should have never let those words out to you , I should have never left you for an ex/freedom , I should have never , I should have never done any of those I've done in the past . But I know it's too late for me to regret it . It's the past and nothing can change the past . I'm really sorry . No matter what I will always love you cause you're my mother , my Ibu . And nothing/no one else in the World can take that title away from you . Cause you're all I will ever need , I don't need any other mothers as long as I've got you . We will make through this ordeal as a family . Insyaallah .

Fasting month coming . Let's all pray for the best in this holy month . (:

Ps. I hope you're reading this
and realize how much we all love you .

DONE !

2009-08-16T17:36:00.007+08:00

Done with Kak Emma's blog , and mine too .

So people , view her , tag her and link her k ?

Easy kan ? I know v easy macam b , a , b , i . Haha .

I think Emma's blog is nicer than mine . Tsk . :p

Tell me what you people think of it aye by clicking here . ;)

Oh about my promise huhs ? I'll post about my week happenings later on when I'm free aye . Haha . Love ya all ! ^^

Ps. I love the song featured in my blog ,

'tarantan-tan-tan' GOJITMAL ! :D

STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2009-08-16T04:38:00.001+08:00

Not done yet .
Am too sleepy . I'll continue tomorrow . Sorry . :p

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2009-08-16T02:32:00.005+08:00

Blog under construction .

So please be patient cause I'm feeling lazy thus I have no idea how long this will take . Trust me I can drag this to weeks and months . Haha . Lol . I better not . :p Anyway sorry for the inconvenience caused , if theres even any .

I'll blog about my week when I'm done with everything aye . And oh yes I still have a block to build for Kak Emma .

2009-08-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

I've deleted one of my previous post cause Ibu told me to do so .
Please don't ask me why . (:

A is for Acha , Achik and Aishah ! :D

2009-08-12T01:50:00.011+08:00

Me , on the left with a full mouth , and my cousin/girlf/bitching bud .
At Pizza Hut , Aishah's treat dok . (:

Ogaye , first thing first : Happy 44th Birthday Singapore !
Woah I feel better already after loading that off my chest . Haha .

Mom and sister is finally back home here in Singapore from their 3 days 2 nights vacation at KL . Yearp , they got me souvenirs . ^^
Kak Madiana got me earrings . While Mom got me coloured contact lenses , Sterling Gray and Pure Hazel . Wooh suka suka suka ! Only one teeny-weeny problem , I swear on your mother's soul I have no idea how to get those babies into my eyes . Hahaha . Lol .
Yes that's all they've gotten for me . Haiy , kemot kan ?
Hoho . :D

Now let's talk about my National Day celebration , in point form of course !
Oyes this is going to be one hell of a colouring book cum storytelling I tell you , so please bear with me :) . :

It was a last minute plan . Achik suddenly rang me , so I rang Aishah then and Aishah rang the paitaws . Haha .
So met them up at Tampines at 4PM (plus+plus+plus+never ending plus-es) , Achik was late . Hmpf .
Train-ed to City Hall .
Walked round and round just to meet Achik's members .
In the end I've drained up all my energy , so went for a boost . :D Grabbed early dinner at KFC Funan . I treated Aishah and Achik to a meal there . How nice of me kan ? (:
Went to Padang , then went to Esplanade . There I got a phone call from Farid , whoever he is . Anyway thanks dude for the tip . I owe you hundreds . ;)
Haiy then went back to Marina to meet Achik's friends . Sial lah we made many rounds siulsxz . Capek lah oi !
Met his friends , lepak tuk tuk tuk , then they went back to Sengkang .
Argh , shit happens so what ?
Saw someone and someone . Argh , citot someone . Kecil-kecil degil sangat tidak mau mati siang-siang , sudah besar menyusahkan aku pulak . Memang dasar budak citot . Hmpffffffffffft . =.=
Laze around , huffed and puffed . Cepedd joined us . Cepedd cute sangat , aku sumpah on your pet hamster's soul that he is wayyy cuter than your boyf/brother . In this case since I don't have a boyf then I will use brother . And in this case the brother I meant isn't Mimi of course , but Achik . Hee .
So in short , what I meant is ... Cepedd is way cuter than Achik . Ayyayah , sungguh sungguh I sumpah . Huhu . ^^
Then parted , (awwhhhh sedihnyer , sekejap sangat tuh :'( ) , lol .
Lepak around Woodlands since An paitaw ! -.-
Supper-ed at MacDonald's Causeway Point .
Then bid farewell to Aishah and Achik .
Home Sweet Home . (yeah right ! )

Haiyah , k sorry for the super detailed point formed short novel titled "How I spent my lovely day off ? " (sense my sarcasm here ? ;) ) .

As for today , I absent myself from school with my own consent . Like duh who's consent else do I need ? It's not as if Mom and Dad say shit and I'll bow down to whatever they tell me to do . Hahs .

Anyway went to Polyclinic earlier on and the doctor on duty gave me 5 days leave from school , housechores and other heavy duties etc . Mom you hear that ? No housework for a week alright ? Lol . :D

Now after much crapping , I decided I am finally already sleepy enough for bed .
So goodnight people ! ^^

And to those who may concern ,
I may not update my blog often due to lazyness and other related diseases .
Yet I will try to find time to update my twitter , so check it out aye people .

Ps. You don't need to create an account
to view people's tweets aye . (:

I love Khun <3

2009-08-03T22:52:00.007+08:00

You're the one that I want .
I want you too . Hehe . (:

Let's make many many many pretty babies together alright ?
That is as soon as I turn legal aye . Haha .
Ly , lysm Khunnie . ;)

And goodnight , goodnight Khunnie . (:

Swine Flu

2009-08-03T02:18:00.002+08:00

Dude called around 7PM just now .
He asked about my condition and I simply told him ,"Not fine , I'm down with flu . " .
Then suddenly he started laughing out loud , saying "H1N1 ! H1N1 ! " . -.-
Tsk , Feroz Feroz . V-v-v funny ehs kau .
Hahaha .

First thing first .
No I don't have swine flu , obviously doynks . Lol .
And second , yes I miss this dude , and that other dude as well .
Plus my dudettes too . :D

Ps. Happy belated to Kak Aina yaw ! ;)

2009-08-03T02:03:00.007+08:00

I can't sleep . My runny nose is bothering me alot .
Argh , I need a plumber badly lah siolsxz . :p

Probably am not going to school again tomorrow .
Ibu told me to go back to the clinic to get antibiotics , and also mc . Lol .
Apart from my forever dripping nose , my tonsils are also swelling resulting in a horrific krong krong krong effect cough . Tsk .

And I guess baby must be asleep right now .
He forever gitu macam one lah . Then later on in the wee hours of the morning he would message me , in all apologetic mode says he'd fallen asleep the night before .
Hahaha . Lol . Mawu bet ? ;)
Hehe .

Hmpfft I'm super damn bored as of this v moment .
No kaki gereks are online right now . I wish I wish I wish party people like Meewa , L Syafiq , Heikel , Mick and etc etc etc comes online miraculously , and fast .
Atleast they can make me smile or laugh on sickening days like this . (:

I'm Back ! :D

2009-08-02T20:08:00.007+08:00

H E LL OOO P A N T A T !

Yes I'm back , after my one week long hiatus .
Alot happened , no kid . Like skipping school 3 out of the 5 schooling days . Lol . Sorry sikit , not truancy ehs . I've been down with flu for almost a week long . I've been to the clinic but instead of getting better , my condition is worsening . Probably because I wasn't prescribed with any antibiotics to go along with the other drugs given . Why ? Cause the doctor said I've got too many drug allergies , that's why he's afraid to try any funny hamster experiments on me . Tsk .

Sorry hadn't update in a long long time .
First reason was because Ibu confiscated my laptop and she'd also plugged out the wireless from my pc . Cibet benar . No , not my mommy lah . No matter what I still love her . (: I shall not elaborate why Ibu did all those mentioned above . Easy said , I'd been a v-v-v naughty girl sampaikan mom pun tak tertahan nan perangai I yang sungguh sungguh sungguh macam sial .
K , aku harap korang korang semua sudah cukup satisfied now . :p

As of this moment ,
I am laying down on my tummy , cross legs tied high up in the air , swinging my annoying long hair back and forth sambil sambil blogging away on my laptop . Oyes sambil sambil enjoying the new featured songs on my blog . Hehs .
I suka I suka I suka .
You tak suka ? You peh pasal lah . Hehe . :D

As of now ,
I am waiting for Shery bbygrl's phone call and also Fian bby's text .
And also and also and also mom , dad , sissys and bro to come back home from Mak Jah's place with my soup I've been craving for all day long !
Oh did I mentioned I've gained another 5 kilos ? Pfft .
I really need to thin down lah siolsxz . -.-

2009-07-22T19:30:00.001+08:00

I'm tired .
I promise a proper post latest by the end of this week . :p

I love Khun <3

2009-07-22T19:22:00.004+08:00

If you are not as cute as him ,

then forget about being my boyf . (:

Happy Belated Ayah Nini :D

2009-07-20T20:08:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Ayah Madini .
Sorry I didn't come along for our family feast today . I am so worn out . Furthermore I have early school tomorrow . Other time perhaps aye . :)

Moga Tuhan panjangkan umur Ayah and forgive you for all the mistakes you've done in your life . I've never said this to you but I hope you know that I've always loved you as my own dad . And again happy bday ! :D

Monday blues

2009-07-20T19:22:00.008+08:00

I love PG5409 , oh excluding the ex-class chairman .

Why ? Cause she's so ex that's why .

Went to school . Half of the time I was walking around with my eyes closed . At other half of the time I'm so hyper Rong Jun would ask me , "Acha , are you on drugs ? " .

Lol , haha .

Baked 4 cakes today , I can't remember their names .

Other than that had our project done as well . Truthfully speaking me & Sarah's Choc Lava Cupcakes came out v nice . Hee . I suka . :D

Throughout practical I was being my usual self , all hyper and irritating . Going around smacking people's asses and heads then going back to my own workbench and start crapping with Sarah . Could even play well while mopping . Haha . Only Sarah knows what I mean . Kan Sarah kan ? Hahs .

I can't wait for school tomorrow .

Michelle Michelle . No wonder your blog url is babyayam.bs.com . It's because you're a chicken , no surprise there . Hahs . We wanted to talk things out with you NICELY AND POLITELY then you started raising your voice at us all . Now you go to the Course Manager and started shitting saying we threaten you etc . What had we ever threaten you ? Nobody has ever threaten to beat you up or anything even at this stage . Argh , whatever lah . The moment of truth would be tomorrow . And when the CM and DM comes , I AM going to be responsible for my action . I believe the others would too .

Together we stand as a class aye , JIA YOU ! :D

CAUSE I BELIEVE IN ANGELS , THEY COME IN THE FORM OF FRIENDS . :)

2009-07-20T00:41:00.013+08:00

Goodmornight World !

Wokeup at 10AM today . Bathe , dressup and left for Bugis . The meeting was supposed to be at 12 but I ended up reaching Bugis half an hour later . Thank God I didn't pissed the ever-patient Sarah who reached first . Clarissa and Yaya reached a few minutes after I did . Argh . Easy said , other than Sarah everybody else came late . Followed by Wee Sin , Fahmi and Adeline . Hehe . :D

So we all went to Red Man and got our ingredients for tomorrow .
I left at 3 together with Adeline as I've got other plans with Feroz and Hamka while Adeline wanted to go over her aunt's crib at Redhill . Eventhough I left at 3 I was still late and ended up , my heroes had to wait for me for an hour long . Tsk tsk . Sorry deh . :p

So metup with Feroz and Hamka at Cwp and then ate out at LJS , Feroz's treat ! Weeeeeeeeeeee~ ! Thanks dear . Haha . After eating and slacking all went to Civic Library and slacked again . Hahaha . Lol . Those boys are such pain in the asses . But they're worth the pain ehs , that's why I endured with them all this while . Hee . They were making so much noise in the library . Lol-ing so hard as they watched hilariously clips on youtube using my laptop . So hard that the librarian kept on checking on us a couple of times .
Ahhh~ , I love my boys . (:

At around 6:30PM I left them (argh so sad ! :( ) and met Aishah at MacD Civic . Together we jalan sama-sama to my home . She's sleeping over here tonight deh .

So enjoy the pichas below aye from Saturday lepas ,
celebrating Hakim's and Feroz's birthday . :D

In grey is Wanee , she's pretty kan kan ? And she's my new friend . I sumpah she cute lah . I can't wait to meet her again . Hee . And in red is Wieya , Hakim's girlf . As you can see she's pretty too . But I've never had the chance to talk to her . Lol . Someday we will k ? Hehe .
And and of course Meera MacPherson my babygirl ! :D

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ , muke Hakim comot kena cake !
:p

Hairizi is the one in red . He looks like Dimas Beck from Bukan Bintang Biasa kan ? Amsyar in white . I think Amsyar looks like Samuel Rizal . Hee , cute sungguh ! Izzat is GG's boyf , I bet you guys know who he is already . Lol . Amad in Aquila tee ! And the cute one in neon blue is Ezad lah ! :D

OH ! Yang pakai tudong white namanya Mai . Lawa kan ? ;)

Me and girlf baru , WANEE ! ^^

The plan initially was to surprise Feroz . But plan backfired . :p
Feroz came from the other way and caught the girls , plus Hakim in action while lighting the candles . Haha !

He blow , blow , blow and he blow still the candles won't go off .
Cause this naughty girls bought rekindled candles for you that won't go off easily no matter how hard you blow dumbdumb ! HAHAHAHA ! :D

FINALLY . ^^

Hakim sabo-ed my dear .
Look look ! Kecian muka dia pulaq kotor ! Haha .

I suka I suka I suka . :)

The aftermath .
Look at the other 3 faces . One like bangla , one like budak terperencat akal and one like a homeless young boy whom had lose his parents in the mall .
Hahaha . Lol ! :D

Oh , the one on the top left eating cake is Ayid ! Ayid pon hottt . ;)
But yang extreme hotness tu didn't come uhs . Tsk . =x

Ps. DONE ! Need to sleep , I dah janji my Fian baby I will .
Hehe . :D

Going public .

2009-07-18T17:14:00.002+08:00

My blog goes public once again .
I don't care what others think . My blog , my say .
Hate what I rant ? Then scram .

Oyes in case you still don't know ,
I do entertain spammers . :)

♥Taemin bbylv ,

2009-07-18T14:27:00.008+08:00

The Japanase version of Super Junior's Sorry Sorry .

I dig this shit .
Am so loving it baby . :)

Happy 16th Birthday to ♥Taemin . In Korean years you've already turned 17 today .
You have one more year before you turn into a man ,
so you gotta start learning from your hyungs the art of dating soon .
Hehe . :)

And to sister Haiza , Happy 10th Birthday .
Please growup fast and stop irritating me . And please , jangan rampas my hubbies .
Kau besar aspire to be perampas ehs ? Hahaha . Lol .

2009-07-18T01:58:00.003+08:00

He caught my eye . He saved my head . He left me flustered .
And dang he looks very familiar somehow .

Now have I only realized why .
Cause he's my cousin's bff . Kan Muhammad Taslim Ali Khan ?
Ish don't want uhs . Muhammad Taslim Ali Khan so formal deh .
Let's make it a little informal ehs ,
"Kan Bhai ? Fyan is Bhai peh kawan baik kan ? " . Lol .

:p

FEROZ DE LA HOYA ,

2009-07-17T23:55:00.005+08:00

I've got 5 more minutes before 18th of July 2009 takes over .
Before that I would like to wish one of my most dearest ~~boyf~~ best friend , Feroz .

To Feroz , Happy 17th Birthday dear friend .
Its been a month long since I last met you and yes I've really really really missed you to the hardcore maximum boy .

First and foremost , congratulations on making it to the Youth Olympics 2010 .
I wish you the best of luck bestf .
Make us proud , make Singapore proud dude .
You've always said you still have a long journey to become a champion . Just so you know deep in my heart I've always believed you are a champion ,
and you will always be .
Jiayou ! Hwaiting ! Go ! :D

I love you bestf , I love you v-v-v much my v own Mr De La Hoya .

Ps. Let's meet up soon , WE MUST . :)

2009-07-16T21:19:00.005+08:00

Picha above was taken about 10 minutes ago .
Lol . Nope not bad hair day , I'm always messy . Who cares ? Siapa yang mawu tengok kan ? Haha . Taq penting sia mawu melawa-lawa/berdandan/makeup ke sekolah or setakat melepak at Treehaus .
Agreeable much ?
But the checkered pants for school is really one major fashion disaster .
Any objections ? No . Okay , case closed . (:

School was school .
And again Shirley's class was a total drag + bore .
Tanty's class got me yawning and yawning and yawning non-stop as well . Lol .
And and as usual Michelle or her 'male' name , Shane McAvoy Baptist aka Baby Ayam (cibet lah baby ayam kape) was being a bitch .
Ae wait , no no . Not bitch . She was being a total fcuked whore . -.-
Tsk tsk .
Come on lah . Face it (like what Emma said) you've got no balls . You've got a pussy you bitch , not even a dick . So come , come try me biatch . ;)

Argh , skip skip skip about her .
I'm finally done with crying . All thanks to Ayah and Ibu .
Skip skip skip this too . Don't wanna talk about it .

And before I forget , Happy 17th Birthday Lena .
And and am so so so sorry , I really didn't meant what I said .
It was just a joke . Okaye I admit it was a mean joke .
But seriously , I really really really don't meant all that I've said in school earlier to you just now .

In case to those lost ones who might be wondering why am I giving thousands of apologies to Lena , here is a brief detail :

Zara voiced out that we should make the birthday girl cry today . Atleast a tear will do .
So I started saying mean stuffs to her .
And mission super overloaddddd . Yes I went too far being the genuine mean person I am .
Instead of shedding a tear . Lena ended up shedding a bucketfull of tears .
And again sorry Lena . And again and again , Happy Birthday . (:

I've realised in the past week I've been involved in too many fights .
=x

Can somebody please cheer me up ? :p

Ps. Lena is v-v-v cute I swear . ^^

2009-07-16T01:18:00.003+08:00

Currently addicted to this beat .
I love this remix best .

Currently am feeling v sleepy .
Yet I can't doze off to dreamland , and Idk why .

Currently texting with Fian .
Sanggop tao I bear with sms-ing eventhough I hate picet-ing alot .
Isn't calling easier ? Hahs .

Goodmornight World ! :D

2009-07-15T19:20:00.006+08:00

You'll learn to love them wholeheartedly as time goes by ,
trust me . (:

Another sick day .
And again am down with diarrhoea . I really have to start being cautious of what I eat as doctor says I've got a v sensitive stomach .
Hmpfft .

Wokeup at 6AM . Bathe , dress up , packed my bags and then left for interchange .
All the way from Woodlands to Clementi I was bearing the super near-unbearable hell my digestive system was putting me through this morning . Tsk .
When I reached Clementi station it was raining super rabak gila babi lebat sia .
Since I don't want to get myself (and my belongings) wet , so I made the decision to patah balik home . Lol .

Reached home around 9AM and slept all the way until Idk what time .
V sleepy seh , even at this time am still feeling sleepy . Huhu .
Smsed Fian through the night . He's super cute I tell you . Sanggup teman me through the night just because I was unable to sleep . Hehs . ^^

At around 5:30PM gitu , I went to Treehaus Park .
To meet the takraw boys since Hamka has been pestering me to turon . Lol .
But because I was too early , most of the other members still haven't reached yet .
The only present ones were Hamka , Izzat (besar) and Izt (small) .
Hehe . Hakim only reached at around 6PM .
I didn't stay long cause my stomach was giving me problems .
Pfft . -.-

So here I am now , ranting about my personal today life away . Hehe .
:D

Ps. I've got nothing more to 'ps' about today .
Lol . :p

MUST !

2009-07-14T21:52:00.009+08:00

I don't feel like posting a random post now .
I felt like uploading a photo of the guy who broke my heart a moment ago .
But now I don't feel like it anymore .

I'm feeling gay as of this minute . :D

Must meet Feroz before he fly back to Thailand .
And L. Syafiq is chatting with me . He thought I've quitted school . =x
Haha .

Heikel is being a good brother too .
Deedi and the others are being good siblings too .
Ibu and Ayah has been behaving well lately .
I miss my babygirls and girlfs . O I miss Hamka and other guyfs too .
We'll meet up someday k korangs semua ? ;)

And what was his name again ? Safuan ? Sapian ? Or Suffiyan ?
Argh . Can't remember . Tskkk . -.-
Darn stmlmf . Pfft . I'll go look up in my phone contact now uhs . Hehe . :p

FEELS LIKE INSOMNIA

2009-07-14T21:18:00.007+08:00

FEELS LIKE INSOMNIA ,
because I can't sleep till you're next to me , no I can't live without you no more .
Oh I stay up till you're next to me , till this house feels like it did before .

BABI ATTACK ! BABI ATTACK ! BABI ATTACK TACK TACK TACK !
Haha . Lol . I miss playing this game with ya all . Eventhough we just played it yesterday . :p

School was school .
Shirley's class was a drag . Tanty's class was a blast as always .
Oh I miss Justin's class leh . He and his lame jokes , only he would laugh to his own stupid-not-funny-jokes . Hehe .
So yeah , Shirley demo-ed . Tanty also demo-ed .
Half of the time I was sms-ing , didn't even paid attention to anything . Huhu .

And damn . Had a spot check in class today . So sudden leh .
And and all of us were like , "Darn , where you gon hide your ciggs uhs ? " .
Haha . In the end everyone campak their ciggs boxes in one shopping bag and hid it somewhere where you don't need to know where . Lol .
Then while we were waiting for our turns , suddenly Clarissa took out a lighter and asked where should she hide it .
I answered her blankly lah ,
"Mine is in my shoes , you should hide yours in there too . " .
ROFLOL .

Damn funny lah I tell you looking at all of their facial expressions . Haha .
You should have seen mine too when the discipline teacher step foot in our class .
-.-

And the next post after this one is going to be a random one .
Please bear with me . Forgive me .

Ps. I hate the way I love Clarissa .
Hee . ^^

2009-07-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

Heikel says I rock . I told him I know .
Heikel says I'm like his kakak .
So I told him : Same goes to him since I treat him like my own adik too .

K , I'm rad now .
Emma told me to go sleep now yet my eyes just won't shut .
Tsk .

Uhmmm , tomorrow's going to be a big day .
Right PG ? Shhuuuuuuuuuuush , only you know I know but they all don't know .
Hehe . ;)

MY V OWN COMPO OF A TYPICAL LOVE STORY

2009-07-13T23:39:00.007+08:00

And so our Romeo & Juliet lived happily never after as the bride moved into the same house with her new mother-in-law who had opposed strongly to their marriage and so the two picked on each other all lifelong .
The End .

So how was my typical love story ?
Do you think I can get a distinction for this kind of writing ? Me think so . Hehe . ;)

Had practical today . Baked Chocolate Pound Cake .
And honestly speaking , I'm v proud/satisfied with my work today .
Job well done Acha ! :D
Oh now that I think of it , I re-remembered that I owe Mira Sherman cookies .
But how how ? I'm doing cake mixing this term . No more cookies .
Argh sorry babe . Maybe a cake will do ? Tsk . Shhuuush , I shouldn't janjian with people when I can't keep my promises in the first place . Lol .
Hahaha .

Group 1 finished early , around 11:30AM .
So me , Sarah , Rong Jun , Wan Ting , Clarissa and Lena went to Plaza Singapura at Dhoby Ghaut , to those who may be wondering where on Earth Plaza Sing is , for lunch .
Like wth kan ?
For lunch ? All of the places yet to Plaza Singapura . Haha .
This Clarissa lah , siow . Kept on coming up with weird and super far places like Changi Airport , Singapore Flyer and etc . Hmpf .
End up ate at Burger King .
Then teman Clarissa tried her luck on the (insert name of game here) ,
she really wanted the Elmo , in the end after spending a total of $10 she tetap got nothing . Haha .
Like what Sarah said , "You could have saved your $10 rather than spending it on this catch thingy which in the end you still get nothing . " . Lol .
In the end Clarissa scolded all of us , she said we should have stopped her .
Lol , like wth ? =\

After some time me , Rong Jun , Sarah and Clarissa went lepak around at the Istana Park . Lena left to meet her friend while Wan Ting left to meet her boyf who is waiting for her at Jurong Point . Hee .
I was already tired yet I beared with Clarissa as she told me Zara and Adeline are joining us after Group 2 finished practical .
Yeah , slacked , slacked and slacked until Rong Jun also left us to meet his mates .
So me , Sarah and Clarissa went and slacked our asses off at Starbucks while waiting for the others to sampai .

Damn funny lah .
We played Babi Attack . Hahaha ! Weird kan I tawu .
If you naq main I promise satu hari I will ajar you k ? (:
Even when Zara , Adeline and Emma arrived we still continued on playing Babi Attack , this time together with them . Haha .
I kept on being the babi sia as yes I admit , I'm slow .
And yes I'm clumsy . And yes yes I have a big nose . Happy Chinchilla ? Tsk . -.-
But my luck turned as soon as the others arrived .
Sarah and Emma kept on being the babi then .
And the person with the most experience of being a babi is Emma of course . Hahaha . Roflol . xp
And and the forfeit was so funny lah siolsxz ,
read on to know . Hahahaha ! :

ME - Forfeited by going to the Starbucks boy and asked for 3 cups of plain water . Kk taq rabak . I masih can handle . Haha . :D
ME again - Same forfeit cause I didn't do it at the first time . Hehe .
Sarah - Kiss Zara on the cheeks in public . I don't think she did it . Pfft .
Emma - Run around the trees and scream out loud "ARGGGGH ! " for 3 seconds . Rofl . Paiseh sia ! I quickly close my ears and eyes when she did that ! Haha .
Sarah - Seat on this v highly-stacked chairs , wave her hands in the air and scream out loud "I AM A LOSER ! " . HAHAHAH !
Emma - Talk to a stranger sitting across us , asked him where he bought his fancy hat from . Emma did well . (: We found out he's a tourist from S. Korea *FAINT*FAINT* , and he bought that fancy hat from KL . Hehe . And in the end he even add on a "See ya soon ! " . LOL . :D

I guess the forfeit eventually got worser and worser as we continued on playing . =p

Went back home arond 7PM , afew minutes after Yaya and Fahmi arrived .
Haha . PG's v own Polar Bear and Care Bear . So huggable . Hehe . Lol .
Ini inside joke , only you know I know tapi they all don't know . HAHAHA !

So mrt-ed home . Bumped into Rong Jun and friends at DG station .
His guyf v cute lah siolsxz . He talk to me malu-malu .
And knowing me , I'm so friendly so I layan him lah !
And Sarah accused me of flirting with him .
Tsk tskkk . Like wtf kan ? :p

To Rong Jun's friend ,
since you and me live at Woodlands sasame so we should go back home together from school some time . Hehe . ;)

Ps. Maybe I am a lil flirty .
Lol . :p

Gara Gara Go !

2009-07-12T16:52:00.007+08:00

Gara Gara Go ! by Big Bang ,

BB's debut song in Japan .

I wish Big Bang would someday debut in Singaporel . Not only BB but am also hoping for SuJu , SHINee and 2PM to debut here as well .

Which I know will never never never happen .
Why ? Cause the music industry here sucks big time . Don't you agree so too ?

K , I shall stop here . If I continue bashing local talents then my number of antis are going to increase in no time . Lol .

Here's a brief update of this week happenings :

Monday and Tuesday - I stayed home all day . Rest , sleep and slacked . Re-watched Princess Hours for the second time already .
Wednesday - Went to Polyclinic since my condition wasn't going to get any better without the aid of drugs .
Thursday - Stayed home all day .
Friday - While that day was everyelse's fifth day of school , but it was not the same for me . Friday was my first day of school . Hehe . It was a practical day . I paired up with Emma and together we made beautiful Kueh Kasui and Kek Lapis . After school me , Emma , Sarah and Amy went to Cwp to have our lunch at Banquet . As usual I had Yong Tau Foo while I can't remember what them other 3 girls got for their lunch . Then then me and Emma went to 503 to meet Deedi . This I don't have to elaborate why . It was a total waste of time . Easy said , merepek ah siulsxz . :p
Saturday - Another stay-home-all-day day .
Sunday - Yes , another stay-home-all-day day .

=.=

My life is so boring , don't you think so too ?
And my mood swings are back . So scram arseholes .

Only Taeyang and Seungri can pacify me , as of now .

2009-07-12T14:57:00.004+08:00

Sorry long time didn't update .
Been sick the whole of last week . Kan I dah kata I was down with diarrhoea .
Hehe . But no worries now , am as healthy as a horse .
But like what Sarah said , "Took you 4 days to be as healthy as a horse . " .
Haha . Lol .

K , am not going to update on the week happening now .
I am kinda too content as of this moment .
Got alot of videos to watch . I'll probably update after am done watching the vids ae .
And am currently addicted to Taeyang and Seungri .
Hee . ^^

Ps. Happy Belated to Kim Heechul ,
and bbygrl Filzah . (:

Diarrhoea

2009-07-06T13:16:00.004+08:00

I'm down with diarrhoea .
And oh Goddd , the cramps are killing me .
Argh .

Am currently drinking Teh-O pekat (without sugar) , eeek !
But I've got no choice , gotta drink it if I wanna recover soon , according to Ayah .
Hmpfft .

-.-

Ps. Ibu is not giving me cash to visit Peace ,
thus with the self-medication attempt . Tsk tsk .

One v long day ,

2009-07-06T03:30:00.014+08:00

Good mornight people .

I can't sleep and am currently chatting with Mick since Heikel bailed on me and went to sleep . Hehe . And am waiting for (insert name here) to chat with me , he told me he'll brb , he's going to Kopitiam to eat with his friends sekejap . Lol .

Earlier on today went to KKH to visit Jee .
I care not describe it all as I'm v fatigue right now , yet Idk why I just can't get myself to sleep .
Hmpf , so am just going to cut and paste whatever is written on Filzah's post :
"went to kkh to visit ajeera . me , hamk , achaa and wan took turns to see her . for those people who didn't get to visit her , her condition is damn heartbreaking . her cheeks , hand and legs were all swollen . tubes sticking out from her body like everywhere . i couldn't even count how many was there . ok , part ni bedek . ohh , she had apendix (is that the right spelling ?) and it burst already . so , she had an operation last night . thank god she is safe now . but , she had a fever . i almost cry when i saw her condition . "
First of all , appendix is spelled with two Ps babe , not apendix .
And second , yes I feel you babe . I felt like crying too when I saw Jee tadi . :(

After the visit , went to Filzah's crib . She was having a mini advanced birthday party for both her and her brother . I know hers is on the 10th of July , same as Heechul's of SuJu ! As for her brother , tah , I tatawu ehs . Hehe . Lol .
And yes I made a quick trip home to get lil bro otw .

So yeah , since pictures speak more than words .
Let's just get the pictures do the talking while my fingers do the typing . Huhu .

Filzah's older brother's bday cake is on the left , he's turning 23 .
Filzah's cake is on the right , she's turning 17 .
YAYYY ! :D

Awwh , so sweet lah kan ?

The adik kissing the abang . Hee .

Introducing the 2 retards whom gave me muscle/stomach cramps from Woodlands all the way to KKH and back from KKH all the way to Woodlands again , Safwan and Hamka .

Me and my one and only lil bro , Mimi . I love him to bits .

Credits birthday girl for the shot . (:

Today's menu , Chicken Chop .
I swear Filzah's mum is a great cook seh . Sumpah I tidak menipu ni . Hehe .

Birthday girl and my lil bro .
I love them both sesangat-sangat lah ehs . (:

*cough*ehem*cough*
Isk isk , tetibe tekak terasa kering uhs . Hehe . :p

Birthday girl after kena sabo by her abang . Haha .

Mugcow , gemok sak aku . xp

No comments .
Adik-beradik sama-sama biol . =x

Me & Filzah , Meera & Filzah and Me & Meera aka Melsacha .
I love dorang berdua banyak-banyak . And I know dorang pun sayang I . ;)

From now onwards you humanoids are going to witness the sruggles models go through to get the perfect shot . ;]
As you can see from the picture above , Mimi spoils the pic .

And again he spoiled the pic .

This time he has even successfully blocked one of the elite models , Meera .

And he's still spoiling it .
Yet Filz's say this is her favourite pic . Hehe .

Need I say more ?
-.-

Finally , after all the hardwork . Finally , the perfect shot lah siulsxz .

Hee . Credits to me , the diligent photographer who keeps on trying and never gave up even in times when the camera just won't flash . ;)

As Mimi have failed to stop us from getting the perfect shot .
So he sat in a corner and started sulking over his defeat . As a good sister , I went over and pujok him of course . (:

Oyes , second from the right is really Jufry .
He and friends arrived afew minutes after Hamka , Wan and Meera left .
Nope he's not a friend of Filzah's , he is a friend of Filzah's brother .
Uhm one question .
What happened to his hair ? It has gotten from bad to worst . Lol .
And and third from the right , senang kata center , cute kan ?
I told Filzah he looks like Aliff Aziz , but hell yeah , he's way cuter than Aliff Aziz .
Huhu . :D

Ps. I had so much fun today ,
yet I'm still praying for Jee a fast recovery .

To Jee

2009-07-05T03:55:00.003+08:00

I can't sleep . I'm worried for Jee .
Please be okay sister . Please be okay by today morning .
Ilyv-v-v-v-v-much . :(

Rapunzel Rapunzel

2009-07-05T03:12:00.010+08:00

Rapunzel , Rapunzel let down your hair
so I can climb the golden stairs .

I love my hair , really . Really , I really really love my hair .
Long , lustrous , beautiful , gorgeous , nice .
What other words more can I say to describe my hair eh ?

Currently chatting with cousin Taslim .
He's one funny dude I tell you .
Made me lmao , thus giving me cramps with his wittiness . Hehe .
So was talking about the cousins problems I'm having with Achik .
And I kinda agree with him .
Achik is not mature and (insert name here) , is a minahrep . That's that .
So I should just let it go . Act normal and well , we'll see how it goes from there .
Thank God among my cousins-angkat there is atleast someone I could look upto since the others are all goner cases .
Senang kata semua case taboley harap .
Kan kan kan Taslim ? Hoho . Only you know I know but they all don't know ehs .
K set ? K best . ;)

As usual , went Tampines for wiridhan today .
After almost a decade long , I finally got to meet cousin Aishah again .
Tsk tskkk . She changed . Fanatic siulsxz .
Like I've always said . (going on minahrep mode jap . )

"Girl , lu mawu fenerh zaman lu dah lepas .
Zaman aku dah lame lepas , so kau taq perlu naq step big fuck nan aku . "
Ade faham ? "
Pokeymug , kaninabeh-cibet , toot toot toot ! "

K enough , sampai disitu sahaja . Hehe . :p

So yeah , saw ♥ for two consecutive Saturdays already .
& did I mention ♥ semakin meotjyeo ? Sumpah am not lying .
And and I suka his new hairdo . Haish .
Kk , really enough . Stop .
Talking about him is really ruining my already ruined mood .

Ps. Let's all pray for Jee ,
she's undergoing an operation right now . :'(

♥

2009-07-04T01:53:00.006+08:00

There are moments when I don't know if it's real ,
or if anybody feels the way I feel .
I need inspiration ,
not just another negotiation .

All I want to do is find a way back into love .
I can't make it through without a way back into love .
And if I open my heart to you ,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do .
And if you help me to start again ,
you know that I'll be there for you in the end .

Oh , oh , oh , oh , oh ...

Way Back Into Love ,
by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore .

I'm currently addicted to this song .
Reminds me of ♥ . I've been thinking more about him recently .
Oh yes , I miss him , very very much .

And I've just realised I've never upload a portrait of him on his own here in my blog .
Uhmmm , some other time perhaps .
I pinky promise okay ? (:

Another day , another takraw boy . (:

2009-07-04T01:15:00.010+08:00

Nothing much happened today .
Like I said in my previous post , I haven't been feeling well .

Woke up around mid-day . Took a quick shower and off to send Mimi for school .
Didn't slack around . I went back home straight after sending lil bro to school .
Reached home around 1:30pm , and went off to bed again .
Woke up at around 4pm .
Ibu and sisters pulled a prank on me . Tsk tskkk . xp

So yadayadayada . Ibu went Tampines with sisters and lil bro .
Left me alone at home .
Got the whole house to myself , Yippeee-NOT !
I scared the shit out of myself , like always , even over small things . Pfft .

At around 8pm went to Treehaus , watched Hamka and members played takraw .
Was mendaq , so went sms mode with Lee Syafiq .
I seriously tatawu seh Syafiq dah ada yang punya . =x Hehe .
Sambil-sambil otp with Shery bbygrl . Sekali handphone mampos , battery flat .
Pappu lah deyh , pala pokey buat aku geram benar ! Hmpf .
So I ran all the way home to charge my cell ,
and of course sambil-sambil otp with bbygrl again .
At around 9:30pm , Hamka beeped my cell . (Ahhh signal tuh suroh turon balik . )
So yeah I went to Treehaus again , for the second time on that v night .

Talk , chat , crap , laugh , borak with Hamka .
Until around 10pm gitu , Treehaus blackout lah siulsxz . Hee .
Not really blackout lah , ini standard .
Around time gitu confirm lights out punya . Lol .
Then Amad and the other boys came over . Include some irrit matreps .
Atfirst Hamka thought they were there to pick a fight .
Check punya check , found out them matreps were Bobby's mate . Cheyyy .
And this matreps kept on looking my way sia .
Satu-satu mintaq kena tempelang !
And Fitri was there too .
Eeeeeeeeeee~ ! Geli sia , that matrep wannabe . Kentalans ! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ !
K dah cukop , stop Acha .
Self-confidence dia drop sak kau buat gini macam pat dia . Hehs . :p
Other than Fitri , some mamat name Wan Lurp ( ?? ) was also there .

Hamka was telling me this Wan (apape lah ehs , Love ke Lurp ke Blurp ke) main for TJR brothers or something .
Fanatic kaper ?
Whatever lah ehs ,
the only Tanjung brother I bother to ambil tawu is my one and only , *WehemEcoughYehemM* .

Isk , terbatok-batok lah nieq . Taq ape lah .
Lain kali I sebot k ? Hehe . ^^

Ps. To Jee sayang ,
get well soon sister , Ilysm . :(

Michael Jackson

2009-07-03T02:35:00.006+08:00

R.I.P The Great Apollo Legend Michael Jackson .
Irreplaceable , and will forever stay alive in everyone's hearts .

I love the way how all his fans fought for his hat ,
which he had thrown in their direction at the end of his spectacular moonwalk .
And I still remember when we were little kids ,
me , sister and cousins would dance for late grandpa .
Instead of MJ's Beat It , we would change it to Bidin , which is late grandpa's name .
Hehe .

I just love everything about him .
Afterall the endless sufferings and lawsuits , he's finally resting in peace .
May God bless his soul .
Amin . (:

2009-07-03T01:40:00.010+08:00

Sorry for the long no-update .
I've been v busy , and tired , and also sick .

Cheyyy . =x

I'm not going to elaborate much cause my whole body is still aching .
Here goes :
Last Saturday went wiridhan with family .
Then the next day , which is Sunday of course ,
went to Changi with family and cousins .
It was a blast . Dang , I got darker of course .
Oyes I've got plenty of pictures . I'll upload soon . Somebody please remind me can ?

Monday went for class chalet .
Me and Emma was first to arrived . Wait for Clarissa and others , then checked in .
Something happened ,

to the extent we have to switch from existing room to another room .
Thank goodness I had Chivas to accompany me through the night .
Ran out of Chivas , we ran to the nearest 7-Eleven and got a bottle of E33 .
I lose myself of course after a few drinks .
Sorry to the others . I was such a nuisance I know . xp

Tuesday , second day of chalet , went swimming etc .
Oh there were some fellows whom successefully had gotten on my nerves every now and then .
Argh , whatever lah .
Oyes , no more Chivas . Drank a bottle of Bacardi . But didn't got drunk . Hee .
Oh something happened at night , again .

We were in the midst of a gerek convo . Better stop here . :x
Tsk , and again , whatever .
Checked out first thing in the morning .

Ayah fetched me home together with Kak Emma .

I'm fine now .
I wanna meet Cik Karim this Saturday , need to get afew things of my shoulders .
I hope the others are doing fine as well .
And to Sarah , Happy Birthday babe ! (:

Ps. Blog rejuvenated .

I love the new featured songs , especially I Don't Care . :D

♥Teukkie bbylv ,

2009-07-03T00:52:00.003+08:00

To ♥Teukkie bbylv ,
Happy Belated 23rd Birthday aye baby .
Sorry for the late wish , I've been v-v-v busy .
Whatever it is , it's ogay kan ?
Cause I dah calling-calling dengan you siang-siang lagi . Hehe . ^^

Oyes , Imyv-v-vmuch . When are you making your comeback ?
I can't wait . *anticipating*
And yes of course , saranghae . Mwahs . ;)

xoxos ,
Anisya Park . (:

Happy Bday Rain (:

2009-06-26T01:09:00.003+08:00

Happy 27th Birthday Bi Rain . (:

La la laaa

2009-06-25T22:33:00.016+08:00

Look at my adorkable 2PM .
Working their arse off perfecting their performance .
Well that was , until at around 1:45 minute mark Taecyeon opened the gates of hell and released the sugar-overdosed monsters .
♥ Junho look pissed for sure .
I feel you dude . 6 dorks for brothers ? That's really hard to handle .
That is unless if you're a dork too ,
then I'm sure life would be a bliss . ;)

Watch as my boys flip out on sugar . :D

Yesterday as planned , went to Giant Tampines (and hell loads of other places) to shop for chalet stuffs .
As expected , many of them paitao . Bum arse .
The only ones that came along was my ever-faithful Kak Emma , Wan Ting , Wee Sin , Javier , Teresa , Fahmi & Yahaya .

Ah , Teresa aka Mongo ! She really did shaved her head bald .
Lol . I was so surprised to look at her ,
not to forget disgusted (yes I do have issues against botak heads) .
I don't bother to elaborate more , mianhae yo .
Anw I got one word to describe her makeover (I know she needed one badly, but I didn't thought it will turn out worse than her before look) :

Ugly . (:

Here are the list of places we went :
From Giant , to IKEA, to Tampines Mall , to Century Square and last stop , lepak-ing under an unidentified block .

At Time Zone , Wee Sin para-paraed while the others watched him .
Ogay . I didn't watched him , instead I joined him . Hehe .
I para-paraed along with him .
Thank God there were no onlookers gloating around .
If there were I would have to go murder mode rather than being caught dancing to weird "Jap- Electro-House-Pop" ,
if there is even such a genre in the first place .

K , I want more pichas . From Emma and Wan Ting , asap . :D

As for now I need to go off cause SGB's airing in 14 minutes .
And I have Baby Yuzzie to babysit (baby sleepover rumah I) ,
that boy is such a wonder I tell you .

Kak Aina can I keep your son forever as my own ? Hehe .
*absurd request siulsxz*

Ps. Credits Javier for the picha above ,
I suka his camera sia . ^^

♥Khun bbylv ,

2009-06-24T02:09:00.005+08:00

To ♥Khun bbylv ,
Happy 21st Birthday aye baby .
You may be 4 years older than I am but I don't care .
I still love you with all my heart .

We may be far in distance , but we're always near at heart .
Let's last forever ae baby , me and you would last a lifetime I promise .
I love you , saranghae yo , Acha rak Khun , forever and ever after .

Love & xoxos ,
Anisya Horvejkul . (:

Happy Bday Wookie (:

2009-06-23T03:47:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated Bday magnae !
^^

UNTITLED

2009-06-23T01:39:00.008+08:00

Monday , June 22 '09 , I woke up at (insert time here) . Wooper late I know . Ended up replying to my text messages dooper wooper late as well . I guess Sarah was pissed off with me . Tsk , sorry lah perempuan gila . :p

Reason why I woke up late was because I hadn't got any proper sleep for the past 3 days . I'll briefly describe the past happenings aye :

Rewang on Friday till midnight .
Went to Mak Jah's to watch MuBank since Cik Mansor's ain't got cable teevee .
Reached Cik Mansor's around 1AM .
Watched Twilight with cousins and sisters .
At around 2:30AM Ibu called me , she ordered me to send her dress at Cik Pah's . Argh , the road was so quiet . Furthermore none of the cousins and sisters accompanied me . Reason said they were scared . Tsk tsk . Endup I went alone . Walk , walk , walk for 10 around 10 minutes and alas reached . Tskkk . -.-
Went back around 3AM , lucky this time Abang Azmi walked me to Cik Mansor's .
Clock shows 5AM , still none of us were snoring .
Watched vids on youtube.com and laughed our ass off .
Finally around 5 plus , Hani and Deedi knocked out . The younger bunch k.o-ed earlier .
As for me , I continued on watching vids till 7AM .
It's already Saturday morning . Wokeup at around 10AM .
Skip , skip , skip .
At 1PM went to Abang Lan's wedding .
Stupid me wore high heels . Hmpfft . Hurt my legs , and it still hurts now . Reason being , I chased that little rascal , Mimi , around . Urgh .
After the jempotan ends at around 6PM , head for Cik Mansor's .
Waited for Ayah , then went back home around 10PM .
Still didn't slept . Talk , talk , talk with sister .
Slept at 3AM .
The next day which was Sunday , wokeup at 8AM .
Went JB with family and cousins .
Skip , skip , skip .
Came back home around 6AM .
Slept all the way till around (very late)PM the next day . :p

And here I am , still hogging infront of the flat screen knowing I have a train to catch the next day .

Oyeah I karaoke-ed with Abang Azmi at Abang Lan's jempotan . I suffered a serious nervous breakdown once the DJ called out my name , first time siulsxz . Thanks Deedi and Mirah , thanks banyak-banyak ehs for paotoe-ing me *sarcastic smile* . Tsk tskkk . I was so nervous sampaikan I couldn't hit the notes . Argh , I've never missed any notes sia . I always thought the song was chicken feet . But Idk why on that day it felt so hard as if I was singing along to Whitney's .

Ps. I've got nothing to add-on actually . :p

YAMAHA FINO ^^

2009-06-19T21:17:00.005+08:00

To Ayah & Ibu ,
I want a Yamaha Fino pretty please , and yes I want this baby in blue .
Can ? ^^

I want this for next year , after I turn legal .
But dang , that will be at the end of the year 2010 . Tsk tskkk .
Argh heck laaa , I really3 want it and I don't care . :p

2009-06-16T20:16:00.003+08:00

Nothing much happened .
K wait , seems like nothing even happened today .
And here I am blogging just for the sake of blogging . Lol .

K , till here . Bbyeee !

Ps. Mustaffa probably ?

Happy Belated Bday Rina ! (:

2009-06-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th Belated Bday Rina bbygrl ,
I'm v-v-v sorry this wish came in v-v-v super duper wooper late .

May all your wishes come true .
& last long with Rifaie aye ! ;)

&& oyes-yess , Acha loves you v-v-v much k sayang ?
HEHE . ^^

NEW SONGS !

2009-06-15T18:30:00.004+08:00

Having trouble uploading the song Same Heart .
Hmpfft .

As for now ladies and gentlegay ,
please enjoy the songs from SHINee's new album , Romeo ,
Romeo+Juliette , Senorita & Juliette - my top 3 fave songs from SHINee's new album .
& also 2PM's new song Doraoljido Molla , which when translated to english means I Don't Know When You'll Return .

;)

MY STUPID LIL BRO

2009-06-15T18:12:00.004+08:00

Mimi cut his hand , argh , so deep sia .
See uhsss young boy , why the cleverness of you ?
Of all the things to play with why did you choose a pen knife ?
And see see ,
no thanks to you , your older sisters are the one to be blame for everything .
Tsk tskkk .

Lucky thing you didn't chop off your tongue .
Waeyo ? Cause as soon as he saw blood gushes out like a mad stream from his fingers , and that the penknife was stained with blood ,
he got so afraid Ibu would see the bloody knife , so to clean it ,
that stupid brother of mine lick the blood away from the knife .
Argh . -.-

Happy Holidays bitchasses ! ;)

2009-06-15T16:49:00.007+08:00

Goodbye , my love .
I'll let you go now , the remembrances and the memories .
I'll forget them all .
I'll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love from my heart .

I can't , I can't let go of my love . But I have to , I have to forget you .
No matter how much I try to erase everything ,
I guess you're the only one for me .
Mianhae yo .

No I'm not heartbroken . I'm just touched by the song .
Please watch the mv ,
I reckon you girls and gays will get super teary too .
Plus the boy featured in the mv is sucha cutie , he's none other than 2AM's Jin Woon . ;)

Thank God the holidays are already here .
PGians were all so excited once the clock strikes 4 o' clock .
Here's where the super random part comes in :

I called Emma to wish her happy holidays , eventhough we're just feets away . HEHE .
And as soon as I boarded the bus , I called Amy , just to wish her the same .
Too bad I didn't get to do the same for Sarah , she was sick and obviously not in the mood to go all rad mode with us .
Ahhh anw , I hope she's already well now . (:

As for today I got nothing on . No plans , no plans .
I'm so bored , bored to the damn bloody hardcore max sia .
Tsk tskkk .

Saturday at ECP , Dora's birthday . But Abang Lan's kerja kahwin is on that v same day as well . Uhm , have to make up kan . Sunday bisa enggak Dora sayang ?
Next Tuesday mawu towning with girlfs - Emma , Amy and Sarah .
Next Friday planning to meet Shery bbgrl .
SHOPPING , SHOPPING , SHOPPING with PG .
CLASS CHALET ! YAYYY ! :D

Through this post I guess readers must think I'm feeling super ecstatic right now .
Well the fact is I'm not . But still I'm smiling .
Let's not spoil the happy holidays mood aye . Hehe .
Like what that blue fish in Finding Nemo keeps singing :
"Just keep swimming , just keep swimming . " , ^^ .
HOHO .

Ps. I can't take this no more ,
so I'm shutting you off . Mianhae Omma .

WELCOME , PAIN . (:

2009-06-11T21:56:00.013+08:00

Time is the best physician for heartache , next comes patience , and then comes tolerance .
Both of which I do not have .
But I've made it this far , isn't it a waste if I were to surrender now ?

God showers mankind with love in the form of pain and sufferings .
So I have to endure , keep on walking , don't stop .
I hope at the end of this dark route , I'm going to find light .
Light so bright that it will enlighten my whole life in a blink of an eye .
I'll be waiting patiently for the glorious day to come .
As for now , here I stand , welcoming pain with open arms and a smile on my face . (:

Ps. I still believe .

WEIRD NICKNAMES

2009-06-10T23:14:00.005+08:00

Bunny & "Cibai sakkk , " ,
with their boyfies by their side .
Thanks Kak Emma for the great boyf-girlf portrait . ;)

I'm feeling v random .
I wanna list down the weird names / nicknames we have in PG5409 .
( in random order )

Clarissa aka Chinchilla .
Jeanie aka Pimple Face , named by Chinchilla .
Amalina aka Bunny .
Iris aka Muka Bulan , named by me , when translated means Moon Face . Waeyo ? You should look at her face for yourself . Tips : Take a sideview look at her . Hehe .
Teresa aka Mongo , also named by me .
Joanne aka Aunty / Mak budak .
Michelle aka Teacher's Pet / Ass-kisser / Pussy-licker .
Leon aka Stray Dog .
Yahaya aka Baby Yaya , by Daniel .
Shi Hui aka SHE-MALE .

HEHEHE .

As for me , Sarah , Emma and Bunny used to call me Kecyk .
But recently they've came up another shamename for me : Jin .
Waeyo ? Cause I tied my hair high up , and Sarah says I look like a Jin ( as if she ever saw one ! ) and I guess my perangai also like one .
Tsk tskkk . o.O

Ps. What goes around comes around , right ?

T OO T

2009-06-10T22:14:00.005+08:00

Hyukkie & Teukkie♥ featuring their SHINee dongsaengs . (:
Key♥ is so cute , as always . Taemin♥ is even cuter .
And Minho♥ , argh , since action speaks louder than words , can I just kiss him ? Hehe .

I watched SHINee's comeback stage on MuBank .
They're all so frigging hottt , as always .
But I have to get a few things off my shoulders right now ,

To Key♥ , please dye your hair back to its natural colour . Blonde doesn't suits you .
To Jonghyun , you look better with long hair .
To Onew , Minho♥ and Taemin♥ : Effing hot like !@#$%^&* , need I say more ? ;)
And oh yes ,
what's with the cowboy frills boys ? Ditch it please .

I'm suppose to meet Hamka for takraw today ,
no I'm not playing , I watch only . Lol .
Wanna watch me play ? Wait ehsss , I'll only play once I start growing balls . Hoho . :p
Anw in the end I ditched the match , I spent my evening with my hubbies instead ( in Dream World , hehe ) .

School was great today , as mentioned in the post earlier , we had practical .
Thank God my Brownies turned out well .
As for my Checkerboard Cookies , tsk , don't even ask about it . Lol .
Oh did I mentioned the aircon in the pastry kitchen broke down ?
Tsk tskkk , damn hot ahsss .
Once we were done with everything ,
me , Sarah , Clarissa , Lena , Shi Hui and Rong Jun went to chill our ass off in the walk-in freezer .
Lol . Girls being girls , we started camwhoring in the freezer .
I'll post the pictures as soon as I receive it from Clarissa darling aye .

After practical , went to have our lunch at Burger King Cwp .
After lunch all of us went walking around Cwp aimlessly .
And Rong Jun gave me a sea turtle from Mini Toons , tyvm guyf ! ;)
*am still craving for telur penyu sia*

Oh yesss , today I laughed alot , let's list the reason down ( briefly ) :

Sarah misplaced her hat / hairnet , so I hid it . She thought she'd dropped it somewhere around the school , so she went scavaging around the campus in hope of finding it not knowing her search was in vain since her hat / hairnet is with me .
As Sarah went around aimlessly , I started cleaning up .
Oh Sarah forgotten that her cookies are still in the oven , in the end her cookies overcooked resulting in burnt products .
Moral of the story ? It was all my fault , because of my cheekiness and naughtiness , Sarah's product had no other choice other than being fed to Mr Thrashy Thrash Bag .
So in the end , Sarah fed Mr Thrashy Thrash Bag all her burnt cookies .
Sorry Sarah .
But HAHAHA ! Funny sia kau , budow !

Lol . :p

Ps. I'm bored , and tired .
Don't feel like schooling tomorrow . :p

CHANGES

2009-06-09T22:03:00.007+08:00

RE-JUVENATED BABYYY !

Changed skin , check . Changed song , check .
Changed whatever there is to be change , check .

Tomorrow practical ,
will be baking Checkered-something Cookie and Brownies .
Thursday would also be another practical day , am baking Cat's Tongue and ( I can't remember what else ) .

Maybe I should meet up Mira and pass her some cookies tomorrow .
Should I ? I guess I should since I've promised her cute cookies since like , foreverrr . (:

To Sheryzan baby ;
I'm not angry at all laaa girlf . I totally understand you .
If I was in your shoes I would have totally done the same thing knowing you as my understanding bff will never blow your top on me over this petty little issues .
You forgotten me already ehsss ?
Have I ever ever leap into one of my psychotic throngs on you ?
Felt like never , if there is please tell me , I need alot of refreshing , plus flashback-ing to do .
Hehe .

To all ;
Sorry for the running sentences .
As I've said earlier , I love commas , more than periods aka full-stops .
Lol . I got the same writing style as Hanky baby . ;)

Ps. *yawn-inggg ah siulsxz*

ASS USE-EUW-EARL

2009-06-09T21:19:00.012+08:00

Photo of the day ,
I mean the day before yesterday . ;)
Featuring Filzah , Feroz , Me and Meera .
*look up*look up* , my mouth full with chocolate from the ice cream . :p

I got the best of both Worlds ,
the naughty minahreps and good muslimahs . Hehe .
No offence to any girlfs out there aye . I'm typing randomsities cause I'm running out of juice .
Mianhae mianhae~ . ^^

And look at the bottom of the collaged pictures ,
it reads Melsacha .
Melsacha , the special name I came up for our trio , featuring Meera , Filzah and me , Acha .
Aaaah~ GG should be included as well .
Uhm , how about Melsachajee ? Hehe . Sounds like an Indian achi next door name . Lol . :D

This week PGs have Canadians people joining our lessons .
No , not staff and workers of Canadian Pizza .
What I meant Canadian as in people of Canada nationality .
They are v friendly . But up till now I haven't got my chance to talk to any of the 3 students .
Why ? Cause pussy-licker Michelle won't give others a chance . Like toot sia she .
Please laaa , come on girl , if you want to flirt with a girl , make sure your lesbian girlfie is out of sight . And go hide your breast in the closet , or leave it at home , or easier , just bind it laaa nabeyh ! That also I have to teach kau kape ? Lol . o.O

Anw Kristi is one v pretty Canadian girl , sumpah I'm not lying .
Don't worry , I'm not turning lesbian . ;)

After school went back home straight , cause I want to watch Teukkie hubby on TV .
After Teukie hubby went off , I went otp-ing with Fishy baby ,
( now readers may have already realize I'm in a what kind of mood today ;) )
Fishy baby so cute . He sang for me Neorago , argh *faint*faint* .
I love my hubby(s) , other than Teukie hubby and Fishy baby ,
( in random order ) I also have Hanky baby , Yesungie darling , Heenim baby , Khun love , Taemin baby , Key hubby , Minho baby and Yunho darling .
All of them are mine k ?
We've been legally married k in the eyes of both religion and law , to ensure no shotgun meringue in case my hubbies cannot hold back *sticking out tongue* .
Hehe .

Currently blogging , chatting with Lee Syafiq sambil eating pizza ( Mimi belanja :p ) .
This pacik Syafiq kan , crap alot , he think I crush-ing on Indra . Tsk tskk .
Wtf ? Not me uhsss , my gila girlf mungkin can . Lol .
Shall not continue about gila girlf crush-ing on Indra , private siulsxz . xp

Ps. Waiting for 8 more calls from Korea before bedtime . ^^

IBYEOREUN ANIJYO ?

2009-06-08T23:29:00.013+08:00

Timeless , by Zhang Li Yin featuring Kim Junsu of DBSK .
Part 1 & Part 2 ,

This is the Korean cover ,
the original song is sang by Kelly Clarkson featuring Justin Guarini .

I prefer the Korean version to the American one .
& I cried my heart out watching the mv . How can Hankyung die ?
He's still so young , and astonishing hot .
Tsk tskkk . :'(

LOTS OF UPDATING TO DO (:

2009-06-08T21:36:00.009+08:00

Kekawans baru ,

Shah Indra and Lee Syafiq .

First of all ,

sorry I've been mia the whole of last week .

Have been v busy , and of course plain lazy . Hehe .

* On the 31st of May , Sunday , as ya'll know , was Mami Fidah's and Papi Om's engagement day .

Everything went well , alhamdulillah .

Congratulations to Mam and Pap aye ,

semoga berkekalan hingga ke jenjang pelamin . Amin . (:

** As for last week , school was school , I guess .

Argh , blame it on my stml ( shortformed for short term memory lose , to those who may not know the meaning to the acronym . ) syndrome that now , I can't even recalled what had had happened in school for the whole of last week . Lol .

*** Friday the 5th of June '09 was a big day for my family .

Mimi went for circumcision , he's a grown man now you see ( bear in mind that he is only 5 years old aye xp ) . HEHE .

Eeeeeeeeeeeee , geli geli geli .

Kk dah , cukup , enough .

Anw that toot made me cry sia , just by fan-ing his penis in my direction .

Shhuuush , I know I'm a crybaby . Tsk tskkk .

-.-

**** And as for Sunday , 7th of June , we held a kenduri at my crib .

My house was so jam-packed full and infested by humanoids of all ages . Lol .

To Indra , Syafiq , Feroz , Hamka , Amad , Meera , GG and Filzah

( in order of who arrived first ) ;

Thank you v much for making it aye yesterday .

V much appreciated .

I loveee you all , especially Feroz and my babygirl-fs .

Ye Hamka , sayang you too , k pantat ?

And too new sayang(s) , Ind and LS , sayang kamu orangs too . HEHE . ^^

And to Filzah ;

I need those jpegs , fasttt !

C'mon , upload them quick . So I can grab them soon !

HOHO . :D

So gyeahs , I'll upload pictures soon , as soon as Filz baby upload them .

And I'll post the vids I've been watching lately too ( blame youtube , I'm too occupied by yt , that is why I haven't post in 1234567890987654321 years . ) .

And and , sorry for the running sentences .

I just love commas , more than periods , aka full stops ! HEHE . ;p

LOL .

Ps. Pssssst , wanna see the comeback smile ? ^^

SHOP , SHOP , SHOP AND DON'T SAVE ;)

2009-05-29T19:31:00.004+08:00

Creative Zen Mozaic ,
my new toy / baby .

Yesterday was a practical day ,
there was also a fire drill exersice which was a total sore in the ass .
Not forgetting NAPFA test .
On top of everything , yesterday was a v tiring day .
Tsk tsk . =.=

Baked creampuffs , as our practical ended early ,
PGs went to Pizza Hut and had our brunch .
And note to self , don't ever ever go eat at Clementi's Pizza Hut again in the future .
The service sucks big time ,
we waited so long for our food , waiter wrongly took our orders ,
and instead of correcting his own mistake , he went around telling his colleagues we denied .
Tsk , like fcuk sia .
And they overcharged us . Tsk tskkk .
So friends , remember , don't ever dine out at that terrible place aye .

Went for NAPFA ,
I did the 5 items v well , lol , did I even do them ? HAHAHA .
As for my 2.4km run , I was in last place .
Weee~ ! I'm number 64 . *proud face on*
& those fitness boys I swear are all v freaking smoking damn hot . Hehe . ;)

After NAPFA I met Ibu at Cwp ,
shop for stuffs , including the new toy featured up there .
Shoppp alottt sia .
Then went makan again at Banquet , bump into Munishah bff .
Munishah is getting prettier , even Ibu agrees .

As for today , . . . . . . . lol . Make long story short , pointformed k ?

Wokeup at 10am .
At 12am went to Singapore Expo as there's a John Little Season End Sale together with Ibu , long time never ride bike .
Changed Ayah's smart pants , cause he can't fit into the ones Ibu got for him yesterday . Also bought raya shoes . HAHA , early sangat ehs ? Lol .
Then head for Geylang , ate at Joo Chiat .
Then walk around . Ibu bought matching clothes with Ayah at Anglia , she wants to wear them during Mami Fidah's engagement this Sunday .
I bought raya clothing , matching with Ibu and Deedi .
Then went to get the ingredients to make Fresh Fruit Tartlets , in total spent &29 , excluding fruits. o.O
Now am at Mak Jah's house .
What time going back home Ibu ?

Ps. I suka that berbulu fitness boy ,
but damn he's attached sia . xp

VIDS THAT BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY :D

2009-05-27T20:35:00.005+08:00

Super Junior's final performance ,
end of promoting Sorry Sorry .

Now they're promoting their new hit It's You .

EunHae is so cute , especially during the part they both did twists .
HAHA , I like the way Eunhyuk sticks out his tongue .
*faint*faint*

The miniature idols are even cuter ,
replicas of Nickhun and other 2PM members . Hee .
^^

Ps. I love SuJu and also 2PM ! ;]

MY DAY (:

2009-05-27T20:09:00.010+08:00

HE'S MINE , THEY'RE ALL MINE
OH every cute pretty boy is mine . ;)

School was school .
Had our Pastry Basics test , the paper was harder ( in my opinion ) than IBSC test as I didn't study for it .
After school discussed with the class regarding our June holidays activity .
Argh , head pain head pain . How did I even end up as the organizer for our class outing ?
Tsk tsk .

After school went to Banquet , Cwp together with Kak Emma .
Sort of de-stressed by lol-ing and also talk about our good old times .
Bump into my cute little sisters , Iqah and Dibah .
Gosh , they're still cute as ever . HEHE .
And also bump into a dozens of other-I-know-people , boys especially .
Morons , when passing by one another , they neither greet or smile .
But when I'm far away ,
then they start weeweet-ing ( Idk how to describe whistle in a calling way , LOL ) and all like a bunch of sick retards suffering from Whistling Disorder . -.-

Anyhoots , Ayah is finally home .
He bought for me Elle's clothing from Vietnam . Awwh , tyv-v-vm Ayah .
But still , Kakak tetap mawu $$$$ , naq beli banyak-banyak clothing baru . K ?
& I've missed you so much . (:

And the first thing I did was to salam him of course ,
then I opened the refrigerator door and reached out for the Eclair ( I'd made this type of choux paste myself ) that I've saved for him .
And YAY-ness , Ayah likes it Ayah likes it .
I'm going to be a great Pastry Chef when I grow up .
But I don't want to be a Pastry Chef , I want to be next SG Idol . HEHEHE . :DD

Ps. THERE ! A happy post ,
happy ? ;]

I'M A GONER

2009-05-26T21:03:00.007+08:00

Fuck my pride ,
I'm crying tonight .

I've been keeping to myself alot this days .
Yes Ajeera , I am no longer the strong Acha you used to know .
I didn't realize I've lost myself together with the tears I've shed .
I'm sorry .

I want to escape , I want to fly , I want to run far far away ,
to my own area of solace .
There where I can find peace . But where is there ?

Friends say they care , I know they care .
But why if unrelateds can share a piece of their love with an outsider ,
why can't my own family do the same towards me ?

Tsk tskkk ,
I hate myself .
I'm a v messily fcuked up lil bitch stuck in the middle of nowhere .
-.-

Ps. I want to die , I wish I die ,
to die a happy death .

A LADY NEVER LOSES HER TEMPER

2009-05-24T02:44:00.005+08:00

Am I even a lady ?

Anger issues are getting the best of me .
Also includes temperamental moodswings .

I find myself calmer in school .
Back home everyone and everything gets on my nerves .
That's when I'll start screaming at Ibu , slap Mimi on the face , pick a fight with Deedi and beat Haiza up till she develop sores , bumps and blue-black markings .

Tsk , is this even my fault ?
Don't they deserve all that shittings mentioned above ?

♥ told me not to be kongajar towards Ibu .
But I can't help myself , that mother of mine provokes me everytime we talk .
And if I try enduring her , it will seem as if she is mocking my effort .
Isk iskkk . -.-

I need to get a grip .
I need to chill , loosen myself .
Find my inner peace , stabilize my wa .

Ps. In school I have many downfalls too , but it's nothing compared to at home .
Anw , I feel like beating Michelle up . :p

Hwaiting ! Jia You ! Go !

2009-05-24T01:36:00.006+08:00

Feroz De La Hoya ,
my v own numba 1 boxer-in-the-making .
(:

Boyfriend is going to Thailand .
Boyfriend wouldn't be around for about 6 months .
Argh , boyfriend don't go please .

Oh , I'm gonna miss boyfriend .
Infact I'm missing him already , v-v-v much .

I know I have to be redha and pasrah .
He'll come back as a better man , a better boxer I must say .
And when he's successful , he better not forget me .
Cause if he ever does then , hell yeah , I'm going into all-voodooish-like mode on him .

All the best , good luck boyfriend .
Promise me you'll come back as a better boxer , a better sportsmen .
And win , atleast a silver medal , at The 2010 Youth Olympics for me next year aye .
Last but not least , I love you boyfriend . ^^

Ps. It's been a long time
since I last heard your voice boyfriend . ;)

MY ROMEO

2009-05-23T02:53:00.009+08:00

J U L I E T T E ,
your shining comeback has brightened up my entire life .

Taemin is getting cuter ,
Minho , I don't like his rebonded hair in one part of the vid , nevertheless still smoking hottt .
& Almighty Key , he's sexayeee as always . ^^

Ps. I'm anticipating . ;)

STORMY DAYS

2009-05-22T20:02:00.006+08:00

Sun , Sun , Mr Golden Sun ,
please shine down on me .

Breakdown , major breakdown .
I've been crying , and crying , and crying , and crying .
I am so effed up right now .
Seems like history is about to repeat itself .

Is it really my fault ?
I know I've got temper issues but as a mother you should have known better .

Why do you always have to blow your top on me knowing I'll definitely blow mine too ?
At anger points I don't really care who you are ,
I don't even care if your my mother at all .
I know I got filth runny mouth . Don't blame me , where did I even get that trait from if it's not from you ?
Tsk tsk .

I try so hard to appease you in every and any way .
I come back home straight after school , though food is no exception , I always hang out there and here to fill my then empty stomache .
But still , hadn't I always report to you wherever I'm heading to ?
Now which almost-7teen year old in the world still do that ?
And please I've never forgotten you ,
as in today I even bought sushis back home for you knowing you stayed home all day and might be bored with the leftovers from yesterday .

And and I've even paid attention in class ,
to the extent of copying notes ,
cause I don't want to put you and Ayah down like how I did during O Levels .

Don't you know how fucked I am with school already ?
And home is suppose to be my area of peace and solace ,
but I find myself trying to avoid it as much as I can .
Why ? Cause you're not helping make things get any better .
-.-

Ps. I don't care .

I'M HER ONLY BABYGIRL , SHE'S MY ONLY BABYGIRL

2009-05-21T21:03:00.017+08:00

Meet the bff whom honoured me with the title 'Her Only Babygirl' ,
Amira Nurizzatie aka Meera MacPherson .
Or what I usually call her ,
Meeeeeee ! :DD

An easy to remember definition of our bffship-sorta-like-love-many-triangles ( ?? ) ,
ME = Bffs with MEERA , Filzah , Feroz & Hamka .
MEERA = Bffs with ME , Filzah , Feroz & Hamka .

During our early friendship days ,
we had a real fight .
I called her a bitch and whatever whatsnot that I shouldn't have called her in the first place .
Even to the extent of tarnishing her name in my then very public blog .

And knowing dear Acha here is a lil rockhead with an egoistical value of over 100 percent and probably higher , Meera baby was the one whom let it go and even asked for my forgiveness .
I forgave her and soon after our friendship was mended .

I'm sorry Meera for what I've said to you in the past .
Eventhough what that had happened took place a gazillion years ago ,
thinking about it makes me feel v-v-v bad .
Tsk tsk .
I was sucha jerk then . -.-

Oh crap , Ilyvvvvvm babygirl !
And I know you love me v-v-v-v-v much too ! HEHE . ^^

Ps. We all gotta meet fast ,
before Feroz go Thailanddddd~ ! ;)

I WANT BEAUTIFUL HAIR

2009-05-21T19:48:00.017+08:00

Simply gorgeous ,
I want long and luscious hair like hers .
Can Santa ? (:

I want to keep long hair ,
argh , my hands are feeling a little itchy now .
I feel like getting a scissors , and and cutting my precious hair awayyy .
Tsk tsk .
I shouldn't , or else I'd menyesal se-nyesal nyesal nyer like how I did 6 mths ago .
o.O

Currently am waiting for the mixture on my hair to dry ,
I'm colouring my hair right now .
Idk what's up with me . Lol .
Now , I'm praying and hoping the colour won't turn out to be v striking ,
or else I'll be kick out of Sir Justin's class .
Worst still , be banned from taking the test .
Tsk , like that would ever happen . =x

As predicted earlier on ,
I've absent myself from school today .
And obviously , I did not attend the parent-teacher conference which is taking place right now just as I am typing my randomsities awayyy .

Ibu is the lazy one now , not me .
Besides Ayah is now in Vietnam ( he tidak jadi go Korea , tah tatwu nape ) ,
so this is used as an excuse other than pure lazyness . HEHE .

To Ayah ,
come back home soon please .

Imyv-v-vm .
And and I don't feel good with you gone , not being here with us all ,
and to protect all of us weaklings in the house .

I'm scared .
Cause I can't protect Ibu and the adik-adiks if anything were to happen tonight .
Please be back home asap .

I know I got Cik Karim's back ,
yet I'm still scared .

Ps. I don't feel good today .

LIVE PERFORMANCES

2009-05-20T21:09:00.013+08:00

2PM's Comeback on Inkigayo ,
Again & Again .

Junho's so hottt ,
and Nickhun's facial expressions are priceless .
*nosebleed-ing*

Super Junior on Inkigayo ,
with Neorago .

Finally the not-long awaited yet another hit single from my SuJu boys .
*nosebleed worsening*

^^

Ps. All of them K-hotties are mine aye . (:

K'A'RCHER ACADEMY

2009-05-20T20:07:00.005+08:00

K'a'rcher Academy ,

Went to the Karcher Academy at Toh Guan Rd ,
together with Mama , Sir Justin and PG5409 of course .
We all went there to learn the basics on how to use machineries , simply for hygiene and sanitization .
Since it's been made clear to us all that hygiene and sanitization is one of the most important aspects in our industry .
And yes , like after attending other academies , we end it with a cert .

Had to report to school by 8:15am , like so sian uhsss .
I reached school on time , exactly at 8:15am . Hmph . *proud*proud*proud*
Eventhough I was really v-v-v bored to the hardcore max ,
still I participated in almost anything and everything .
And and I even put the I'm-v-interested-in-this face on . Lol .
Now tell me who would be interested in a topic as dull as hygiene and sanitization ?
Tsk , one sentence : mendaq uhs siulsxzzz . -.-

The session ended at around 3 plus ,
I didn't take note of the time as my cell battery was already running low and I didn't put on any watch today .
Lol .

I didn't follow Amy and Sarah to IMM after it ended .
Me and Emma went back home straight .
I was too tired , while Emma had some modelling thing to do .
She wanted me to come along with her , but am so so so sorry .
I was already so worn-out by the end of the session . Iskkk .

I'm planning to absent myself tomorrow .
Not well , down with runny nose ( lol , :p ) and simply lazyness . (:

UPDATING ON E MANY UNUSEFULS

2009-05-19T18:14:00.008+08:00

Before I begin , first thing first .
Happy 18th Bday Nur Amalina ( dah legal taqmu kerek ehs girl :p ) !
Acha love Amy v-v-v much aye ?

& of course to Ibu as well .
And yes Ilyv-v-vm , even much much more than Amy . Hehe . ^^

From left to right :
Quiche Lorraine , ( Idk ) , ( Idk ) and ( Idk ) .
FyI , Idks are a type of shortbread .
And again fyI , shortbreads aren't breads . They are biscuits for God's sake .

Up there are overdue pictures , my final products , from the last 2 weeks practical .
As for today we had our practical exam .
I guess it's safe for me to say I did well . Both my Fresh Fruit Tartlets and Choc Chips Cookie turned out nice . :D

But too bad , its too late now for me to take pictures of today's final product .
I bet now they're making their way from my stomach to the intestinal areas . Hurhur , lol . xp

Taken by Emma last Friday on the 15th of May 2009 .
I know the pose sumpah-macam-faham ,
yet I did manage to get atleast one ball into the whole in that game .
Tyvm to my other classmates whom acted as mentor during PG's pool-ing session at BB .
*smiling widely*

Any others ? Oh yes yes , there is .
Bibiq has been sent off , now my home is maid-less . Tsk tskkk . -.-
Stupid bitch , lied saying she has a husband when she's actually a widow .
Stupid bitch , nan bangla pun jadi ? Shheeesh , Indon maids , I really don't understand what's going on in their cetek minds . Hmpfft .

Ayah is going to Korea on his next business trip ,
NAK IKUT NAK IKUT !
PLEASE ! PLEASE ! PLEASE !
I PROMISE I'LL BE A GOOD GIRL .

. . . . . . . . .

*still begging*still begging*still begging*still begging*still begging*

Ps. Blog re-decorized and updated . ;]

CAN I FOSTER YOU ?

2009-05-14T21:25:00.006+08:00

I'll be a good foster mummy when I grow up ,
don't you think so too ?

*look up* , introducing my son ,
Aqid Dhamiri Bin ( insert my ehem's , who is his father , name here ) .

I love him alot .
I'll guard him with my life ,
infact I'll even trade my life for his safety and happiness .
He is my son , my one and only . My precious tear of clear water droplet in a drying desert .

His bday is coming soon , next month , falling on the 18th of June .
What should I get him ? ^^

Ps. He's a clean innocent child tao ehsss ,
and so is me . ;)

2009-05-13T18:45:00.009+08:00

Nan neorago neorago naneun ,

Remember me posting It's You MV yesternight ,
well I'm about to tell you that .. That MV was also a leak . Darnnn .
Tsk tsk .

Above is the official Official MV for It's You by Super Junior .
I hope this won't turn out to be another leak .
*hoping , and praying , and praying , and hoping*

I want to get married to Donghae ,
Hankyung would make a deliciously hot husband as well . *licking lips*
Yesung ? He's just too cute .
& Leeteuk ? Damn , he's a girl . If I ever end up with him that'd make a lesbian .
Cheyyy , I don't mean it lahhh . I loveee Leeteuk twice triple infinity much much as well .
Above mentioned was just a joke since netizens around claims Leeteuk is a she ( because of his pretty boy , or easy said v girlish looks ) . Roflol .
But anw , if I ever get to get married to any one of the SuJu boys , then I have to prepared for eternal cursings/hatred/punch/kick/etcs from die-hard-bloody-hardcore-fan-girls .
Tsk tsk . o.O

Nevertheless , I'm ready .
Anything , and everything , for my SuJu babys . ^^

Tomorrow will bake shortbreads .
Shortbreads aren't breads . They are not even made of bread flour .
Short breads are cookies actually , made of cake flour .
Then why is it even called "bread" ( ?? )

The ride home from school was v irritating .
On my right was this old smelly chinese women who kept on falling asleep ,
ended up , she kept on laying on my shoulder .
Lol . She'll wake up as soon as I shrug her off . Isk , irrit siulsxzzz .
Then on my left was this jantan keling tua ( direct translation : old indian man ) ,
he was already in the bus when I boarded it .
He stopped at Msl MRT Station , but guess what ?
Throughout the journey , from Clementi , to BB , to BP , then to Woodlands ,
he kept on pressing the bell . Tsk .
Now aren't we suppose to only press the bell when we reached our stop ? Apparently , it's not that way for that man , he keeps on pressing at each and every stop .
I bet he thinks of it as fun going all "Ding Ding Dong , Ding Ding Dong" all the time .
But seriously I felt like swinging my bag right in his face sia .
I couldn't even get any sleep .
=_===

& SCHOOL !
I bet Joanne and Genie hates me now . HEHE .
Cause I've been damn bloody straightforward towards them idiots this days .
Really straight-f as in telling Joanne to shut the fcuk up right in her face .
And Genie , same goes for her . LOL !
Even Theresa gave me a look and said ,
"You shouldn't say that you know ? She's right beside you . " , and I went ,
"That , was meant for her to hear . " , and Theresa just shook her head ( and smile , wait , she actually smiles ? HAHA )

As for Iris , she's getting better .
But oh please , hygiene girl , H Y G I E N E .
Don't ever ever lemme catch you shoving your hands into your pants ,
right on your arse again aye girl .
Or else I'm not going to be your friend anymore tao . Cheyyy3 .
OK ? *fierce face on*

Ps. ♥ , HEHE .

achanisya {♥} ;

LAST ENTRY

DEAD & GONE, as always

I'll wait longer than Ele's nose

NEWLY RELEASED

Knocked me out

Faith, trust and a little Pixie dust

LVSCK 2009-10-23T00:41:00.003+08:00 Heartbroken . Just plain heartbroken dammit .There short and simple .Nothing left for me to said , anymore .:'(

Loco session with Key tonight

A 2PM without Jaebeom is causing more harm than Greenhouse Gases effect

F is for family , and for friends

Open House for those called Friends

Meet my pet terrapin , Pa Jaebeom (:

Eid Mubarak with family & friends

Wait a little while more

Selamat Hari Raya to Muslims all over the World (:

I miss Park Jaebeom

Strawberry ChocOreo Shortcake, made for the best. (:

Weekend was a blast , damn am loving it . :D

Dinner for you , me and all of them . (:

Goodnight , and love you all . (:

Sleepyhead can't sleep .

A great listening pair of ears , can I find them at Daiso ? :p

Adriana autographs London . (:

The End .

Stand by me , cause you promised me you would . (:

A change is coming , I can feel it closing in . (:

If another apology is what you need , don't worry I've got plenty of it on my sleeves .

If satisfaction and wreckage is what you crave for , hope this pacifies you . (:

BETRAYAL , like a knife stabbed in the back .

I've got all my love to give .

DONE !

STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

A is for Acha , Achik and Aishah ! :D

I love Khun <3

Swine Flu

I'm Back ! :D

I love Khun <3

Happy Belated Ayah Nini :D

Monday blues

CAUSE I BELIEVE IN ANGELS , THEY COME IN THE FORM OF FRIENDS . :)

Going public .

♥Taemin bbylv ,

FEROZ DE LA HOYA ,

MUST !

FEELS LIKE INSOMNIA

MY V OWN COMPO OF A TYPICAL LOVE STORY

Gara Gara Go !

Diarrhoea

One v long day ,

To Jee

Rapunzel Rapunzel

♥

Another day , another takraw boy . (:

Michael Jackson

♥Teukkie bbylv ,

Happy Bday Rain (:

La la laaa

♥Khun bbylv ,

Happy Bday Wookie (:

UNTITLED

YAMAHA FINO ^^

Happy Belated Bday Rina ! (:

NEW SONGS !

MY STUPID LIL BRO

Happy Holidays bitchasses ! ;)

WELCOME , PAIN . (:

WEIRD NICKNAMES

T OO T

CHANGES

ASS USE-EUW-EARL

IBYEOREUN ANIJYO ?

LOTS OF UPDATING TO DO (:

SHOP , SHOP , SHOP AND DON'T SAVE ;)

VIDS THAT BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY :D

MY DAY (:

I'M A GONER

A LADY NEVER LOSES HER TEMPER

Hwaiting ! Jia You ! Go !

LVSCK
2009-10-23T00:41:00.003+08:00
Heartbroken . Just plain heartbroken dammit .

There short and simple .
Nothing left for me to said , anymore .
:'(